Ever since I was a young teen I've always fapped to weird stuff. Started beating it to loli when I was like 13, and from there it's just been going downhill. Crossdressing, futanari, gore, even just violence can get me going, along with some other things I don't even feel comfortable mentioning despite the anonimity of this website. For me, the appeal is probably in the "taboo" aspect of such things. It's disgusting and I always feel like shit after doing it. However, I can still enjoy vanilla porn normally, in fact it's like 80% of what I watch, I only change it up to the weird shit when I get tired. Also, in real life I can't imagine myself putting in practice any of my fetishes. I'm a very calm, peaceful guy and wouldn't harm anyone unless I had a very good reason to, and I'm 100% straight. Is it possible that these sick fetishes have no effect on my life in general, or do they always find a way to seep into some aspects of my personality, either consciously or subconsciously?
>>18324908
>socially destructive sex repressed
>socially approved sex only
Ur a normie. GTFO REEEEEEE
>>18324908
keep doing what you're doing and don't worry about it
don't deny yourself pleasure because of what someone else thinks
you don't have to tell anybody about it.
Nah man you gotta tell us. How taboo? Like, are you masturbating to wearing a dead trannies skin like a suit? (Meh). Maybe sucking someones head out their asshole via your genitalia and replacing it with your own? Or like, dead baby condom up distended asshole? (live action mind you). What level of [what you think is] fucked are we talking about.
Also why are you insisting that you're 100% straight and would never hurt anyone? It's porn, that most of us have seen. It would normally go without saying.
>>18324908
Yeah it can sink into your psyche.
Better to not enable it, maintain some mastery of yourself rather than let your dick dictate what stuff to watch on the occasion where it goes weird. A nut, after all, is much like any other nut you have - a bump of 10% or whatever intensity isn't critical.
>>18324995
I only mentioned that I'm straight and peaceful to prove that so far, these fetishes have had no influence whatsoever on my personality. I don't know how fucked up it is, but it's definitely fucked up for normie standards. Not deep web tier, but almost liveleak tier, I think that's a good way to put it
>>18325014
Ok, so just short of achieving an erection at an ISIS execution video. Gotcha. Meh. You'll be okay. Just consider a VPN in the future and read up on covering your tracks.
>>18325031
Kek fuck off, you're making it sound worse than it really is, that kind of shit is still too much for me. Thanks for the advice though
>do they always find a way to seep into some aspects of my personality, either consciously or subconsciously?
they come from your personality and seep into your sexuality.
>>18325040
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeit cracka that was deep af
>>18324976
His looking at kitten/baby sick porn videos or something, u die enabler