Guys, I really fucked up tonight. I'll give some backstory.
I have a fetish. I'm into BBWs and all that shit. I have been dating the love of my life for over a year and a half. I love her more than anything in this world but it seems like I can't stop fucking up our relationship. The other week, I accidentally left her in a crowd while I talked to some friends (she has near-crippling anxiety when it comes to crowds) and she almost left me because of it.
She came over today, and we had a great time. We washed my new car, had some burgers, and even had some sexuals. It was when I opened my laptop to show her a video did everything go wrong. I had left on a BBW video I had found on YouTube. I told her I had stopped watching porn. I'm trying my best, but it's so difficult sometimes. She's so fucking mad at me right now. I feel fucking awful because all I do is upset her, but I love her so much. What eats me up the most is how happy we were before it happened. We were laughing and giggling and everything.
Please, /adv/, help me out here. Or at least give some kind words to a lovesick fool.
She doesn't even let you watch porn and she can't hold her own in a crowd? Sounds like she has issues dude.
>>18313260
>BBW
>muh porn
Gross Mikey.
Get a set of fucking balls and treat her right. She's the love of your life then don't fucking do anything to ruin it dumb shit. Otherwise you don't deserve anything imo
Why is watching porn any issue for her? The crowd/anxiety thing I can understand, although I think she overreacted by wanting to break up with you.
>>18313741
Would you be cool if you found out that your gf was looking at BBC gangbang porn every chance she got when you weren't around?
If you are, power to you, but I think I'd personally be at least a bit upset.
Cut her loose.
>>18313752
Do you actually think your partner thinks about you every time they masturbate?
>>18313260
From what I read, you don't seem to be in a healthy relationship. Mostly because of her but hey, human error.
>>18313752
I'm a chick who watches lesbian porn most of the time and my bf knows this. He watches porn too and doesn't clear his browser history so I've seen what he likes. It's not an issue to either of us because we're solid in our relationship and in ourselves.
>>18313260
What's the issue? That you watch porn? You had to give up porn for your girlfriend? Really?
I would assume by your post that you're ashamed of your fetish, so I would also surmise that perhaps your lady is not of your fetish type? Is that what she's upset about?
>>18313260
>Can't even be left in a crowd for a few moments without trying to end the relationship
>Completely loses her shit when she finds out you watch porn
Kick this bitch to the curb. She sounds like a headache and a half. You can't make the conscious choice to stay with a goddamn cuckoo clock and then get all upset when she does something batshit.