I have no idea what to do with my life /adv/
>join the Military at 21
>Medic have an EMT
>Gives absolutely no fucks about being "bad ass" or "high speed"
>Reenlist because I have a wife and kid
>Try to reenlist with the flight paramedic option
>actually get accepted I've always been pretty fit
>I really don't give a fuck
>Feel dead inside only time im happy is with my family
>Military so barely see my family
>About to go to Paramedic school
Idk what to do, the more I'm in medicine the less i like it. I feel like I'm getting jaded. I get out in 2020 but idk what to do afterwards. How is being a regular paramedic in the civilian side? I wanted to go to Computers but i didn't have American citizenship when I first joined so I couldn't get clearance. I'm just sad I feel like I'm gonna do something I hate
>Goes to cover unit for a range shoot
>Hurr durrr doc you're gonna love shooting these shotguns
>yeah....awesome...
>did you have fun!?
>...yeah!! ...sure..
maybe I will never be happy
Do what you like. You just said you enjoyed being with your family. Do that. Get a job that lets you do that a lot.
Boom you now have a direction in life.
>>18312643
kinda easier said than done don't you think?
anyone in here a paramedic? how do you like it?
>>18312663
Why the fuck would that be easy? It's a direction. Not a solution. You are probably gonna have to climb hills and mountains, but if you keep your head straight you are gonna end up where you wanna be. Nobody has a map to life, but it's not to difficult to see your immediate surroundings, and as long as you stay on track you should get there eventually.