I really wanna express myself to a full extent.

Stop trying to argue with people first. Nothing ever gets resolved when people are angry. People who are worked up are unable to change their view on things, because anger. You need to try discussing instead of arguing points that nobody listens to.

Also you should interact with people more so you know how to articulate ideas. If you spend most of your time by yourself, you start thinking abstractly and that doesn't help when talking to other people.

same boat. also trying to talk vs. typing is a cesspool of bad wording. I try making a mindmap of what i want to say and systematically go about how to say each aspect. doesn't /fix/ it but it helps

>>18309546
I don't always argue, I just sometimes can't English properly.

I also don't really understand how should I interact with people. I can come up only with like three to four topics that might actually interest them.

>>18309576
Bingo. To be able to talk to people doesn't mean you memorize lots of random topics. You need to go out and do things and experience things you're interested in, and that way you will have conversation topics you don't have to stress about. You will also be able to articulate your ideas better if you practice talking.

Example:
A: what are your hobbies?
B: Oh i really like botany
A: Wow that's cool, so you have a garden?
B: yeah i grow lilacs and tulips
A:what's your favorite?

Blah blah blah, see it is not so hard. Do you have hobbies at all?

>>18309614
I usually like discussing music, movies and video games. That's three topics I usually talk about honestly. Sometimes we talk a bit about technology and local politics, but I can't stretch that for sure, especially the latter one.

Bout the hobbies: I (at least try to) learn programming and art, but noone who I talk with are interested in those.

Also, sometimes I just hang in the middle of the talk with having the idea but not knowing how to tell that without sounding like a retard.

You gotta practice, bro. That's all there is to it. Stuff gets jumbled up, when it's up in the head.

The problem is that the 'clear' ideas ain't really so clear. That's your brain tricking you into thinking you've got a grasp on it, because you've got a net of associated concepts that is seemingly infinite because one thought leads to another.

Don't just think the words you want to say. Put it into WORDS words. Speak it aloud. Write that shit down.

Until your forced to put your thoughts in a concrete, tangible form, they will remain seemingly perfect in your head.