>19
>drinking my self to death
>do nothing with my life but play video games
>meat a girl on overwatch
>we play OW for a few weeks together
>be extremely drunk one night that I don't remember any thing
>wake up and she tells me I told he most of my life story
>don't remember any of it
>she wan't to help me not be fucked up
>not sure what to do
>someone who actually gives me a reason to live
>really like her
>shes 16
Don't know what to do, also first time writing on here so sorry if it's badly written.
>>18306208
Damn, the innocenct believing everyone can be saved. Saddening.
OP, don't burden her. If you can be saved, a naive girl isn't going to be the one to do it - do her a favor and leave her out of it.
Well at least you have a woman who cares for you and aren't addicted to smack like myself.
My advice : she wants to set you straight? Let her do it in her own way since it seems like your way isn't cutting it.
>>18306208
Maybe stop drinking, man up and solve your life problems?
Go to school? Apologize to parents? Ask them for guidance? Get a job? Keep in touch with the girl?
You know you have the power to save yourself. Maybe use her as motivation to do so?
Just be yourself
>>18306225
This