Sad but why

>>18306203
A brush with Angst, I guess. Not the teen stuff but the broader existential form.

Unless you're prepared for a multi-decade detour, probably best if you just go back to sleep.

>>18306213
What do you mean?

>>18306227
As in, experts are working on all the worlds problems including existential philosophy; the apparent lack of ultimate meaning to things which tends to throw people out of whack if they pay attention to it is being attended to, as best we can. You don't have to look at it full in the face

If you do, well, a search for meaning can consume decades of your life. And you won't even end up with a book worth adding to the canon for it.

That is, if you have indeed had a brush with Angst.

>>18306271
Well, I actually think I know the meaning of life, or at least I had a glimpse of it, which is... just existence. I had time in my lives where I went out and every tree out there made sense. It was like it just because. Words don't really describe it, which is why many philosophers struggle with their search for the meaning.
But even though I KNOW the meaning, that everything is right and so on, I just don't feel it... The knowledge is there, but serotonin and dopamine levels are for some unknown reason very low, so to say.
Also, now my mood suddenly elevated.
I hope it is not bipolar.

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Sounds like a serotonin imbalance aka real depression

Start supplementing Zinc and Vit D.

Try weightlifting or jogging

Try being more vulnerable and actually connect with other people no matter how hard it seems in the first 5 minutes

Cut out the refined sugars and the excessive maturbating w/ porn as an aid

And kudos to being self aware enough to notice and ask your brain why is it acting like this