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Soz basically tonight is another sleepless night where I'm pondering thoughts of suicide. Not only that but I want to inflict real harm on my "friends" before I go out. Life just feels so boring nothing interests me and I hate myself for wasting my life doing nothing. I want to change but everything sucks so fking much. Even things I think I'm passionate about I soon realize was just a phase. I'm a fking grown adult who can't even do anything to help his family. I'm an actual parasite that should be removed. Idk what I'm holding out for fear?belief I can actually be something? Sparing my parents the grief? But I do know if its possible to change I'd like to change. Why do I have such a shitty outlook on life? Why do people piss me off so much even though I'm truly a nice person? Why do I fail at everything I do? So many questions can someone on this thread actually help me? Red pill me....
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Coming from someone who has had 2 friends kill themselves (one may have been murder but we never figured it out) it leaves a terrible legacy to your name. Stop. Take a breath. Realize that your conditions are better than a large majority of the world. Yeah people suck, that'll never change. You probably have family and friends who would be devastated if you killed yourself. Im not a very financially successful person but I've been through enough shit times to be able to step back and appreciate that I'm alive. It's never that bad....and usually there is a source to your struggles. Find it. I'm also really high but ultimately don't do it. We need as many good people on the planet as we can get
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>Why do I have such a shitty outlook on life?

Because you chose it.

>Why do people piss me off so much even though I'm truly a nice person?

People can be different. Sometimes things can arise in us that might make us reject them or maybe feel ''not so nice'' about them.

I believe this is ok. Entertaining these feelings or not exploring them to a point where your each a satisfactory conclusion (one where you might realize and come to terms with the origins of your anger) is what seems wrong to me.

Even though I know this Its been years but I think, for me, I am getting over it.

>Why do I fail at everything I do?

A very broad question. I know why I failed my tests and school in general, I chose not to go to school, take them, study or give my homework.

Like this I could find other examples where I ''failed'' and see if it was because of me or because of outside factors.

>So many questions can someone on this thread actually help me?

How can I help?
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>>18305188
Just channel all your self hate towards minorities and people who aren't like you.
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>>18305188
Don't kill yourself, it never helps anything even though it can be tempting at times(Been there bro). I've seen the people who've dealt with suicides in their lives and it's fucking brutal. You want to be loved, feel love; right? So why wish such pain on others? Love and be loved. It's hard, but start with yourself.
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Killing yourself is the easy way out. Don't do it, bro. Rise up to the challenge. Everything will pass.
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>>18305193
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You need to find Jesus, read a Bible and go make friends at a church. I guarantee you people in church want to see you live and move past this hardship. Not everyone will take an interest but someone will.
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