Do you think people would be interested in a suicide general

Idk. I haven't slept in a few days, have had issues with insomnia and stimulant abuse for about half a year now.

I've been considering suicide because my head is one big gloopy mess. Feels like everything is rushing by me all the time and I can't put together the fragments of my life quick enough.

I recognise its a mental illness at this point.
I don't want to live like this. Perhaps suicide is an option.

It may be because I'm fucking delusional rn or something but the idea isn't scary to me like it usually is. I consider it nonchalantly. Its weird.

What do you niggas think?

>>18298329
I dont think there is any way how to help people who makes kys threads. They are either baiters or lost all hope.

Having general with sure foolproof guides how to die would only make them kill them faster.

>>18298341
>insomnia
>drugs abuse
Start by going to doctor. 3+days without sleep and you literally go crazy.

>>18298378
I've thought about it and I'm gonna keep going. I'm liking this feeling of disconnection and not caring.

I want to kill myself and this is making the decision easier.

>>18298388
>Right... Day 3 is tonight.
>I don't want to go to a doctor because I don't want it on my medical record.
>If someone, even one fucking person knew just how fucked my mind was, if they knew how I felt. They'd fuck up my life.
>At least. What's left of it.

Anon stop this. Insomnia isnt the same as being crazy. Get yourself help.

Screw others what they think, it is good to live. Everybody has something he enjoys. GO TO A FUCKING DOCTOR. And stop abusing drugs. Treat the insomnia asap. Not getting sleep is recipe for ultimate disaster.

>>18298403
I've made my decision, it was made for me long ago. I'm becoming comfortable with the idea.

I'm gonna push it. I want to do it.

Only contributing my experiences in this suicide. Not asking for help. I never will ask for help because nobody can help you. Nobody cares for you.

Which is fair. I only care for a few people. I can't care for everyone.

>>18298407
Do you feel relaxed knowing it will end up soon? Already decided on date and method?

>>18298410
Date? not quite. Whenever I feel ready.
method? Yeah. That was decided long long ago.

I don't feel scared. Which is a change that's I've watched every time I do this to myself.

>>18298413
But do you realize that nit just your suffering will end. Even things you enjoy will end. And you wont be able to browse 4chan anymore. You will stop existing.

Also what method?

>>18298420
Alcohol + late night train tracks
I know I know, poor train driver, but honestly I'm too weak to do it any other way. Too weak.

I'm aware. When you don't enjoy much to begin with its not hard to give up.
I've had to give up a lot already. Its second nature.

>>18298428
I consider train suicide as god tier. When i was in uni, i took train twice per week. Not even one suicider :-D

If you really want to do it, do it sober at daylight with some train with a lot of people, so with your suicide you will piss of (and maybe gift some trauma) to as many people as possible.

Sometimes it breaks off your head which flies around train. Very sick for passangers and the train driver will be scared shitless.

But again why have you given up? Have you had gf? Had sex?

>>18298442
I'm not cruel enough for that lmao. When I say I'm weak, I really mean it. I'm gonna do it at night. Just lay on the track and let it crush me and hopefully nobody will see anything for the most part.

Why? I can't answer that without going on a long tangent about mental illnesses, neglect, loneliness, abuse, lack of self esteem, lack of motivation, even more mental illness.
I'm basically mentally ill enough to actually do it.

I'm surprised I'm gonna be the first in my family because I know I'm not the only one who must think like this.


I've had relationships. Not had sex but I have no sex drive so its a moot point.

>>18298447
>no sex
That happens with ssri happy pills. It all kills your boner and libido. But still i suggest you to get rid of pills, buy viagra and whore to try it at least once. Who knows, maybe you will find sonething worth living life for.

So you are basically saying that you are from some fucked up family. Yeah, do it. We dont need more weak people like you to breed. Niggers are more than enough.

Also will you leave letter? Some good bay? How do you think your family will react?

>>18298329
The best way to kill your self, the least pain full. Rent a CO2 tank and a gas mask of some kind like the hospital masks. Apply to face and breath it till you fall asleep. BUT make sure no one bothers you that day. You don't want to be saved and come back half retarded. Because you might be to mentally challenged to kill your self again.

I have prescribed Zopiclone sleeping pills. I took 3 strips of those bad boys, that fucked me up to the point I was hallucinating. Then took 50 Amatriptaline down with some Jagermeister. Passed out about 30 minutes later, stopped breathing.... and unfortunately someone found me before it was too late.

Spent the following hours being shocked back to life, having my stomach pumped and having to piss into a bag, after the life support was taken off me.


BASICALLY, just dont get found.

>>18298447
Ask to switch anti depressants to ones that dont fuck with your sex drive.

I'm on Venlafaxine at the moment, and it kills my sex drive. But I'm single so it's probably a good thing ;)

>>18298752
It's nitrogen not CO2. CO2 presence in the blood stream is what causes the panicked feeling of needing to breathe.

>>18298752
Least painful, unless you get saved and end up a retard of course.

Who cares about pain when you're going to be dead? I don't get this. There are more reliable methods that don't carry the risk of gaining an IQ of 65.

>>18298780
What are good otc pills to take if I want to kill myself?

>>18298813
Pain will make you pussy out unless it's all at once like blowing your brains out

>>18298814
Well, I'm from the UK. So buying medication over the counter is limited to prevent suicides.

But take a trip to your doctor ask for some strong sleeping pills for insomnia. Then take the whole carton but make sure you down it with some strong spirits so the effect is doubled and your brains core workings will shut down, such as breathing ect. You'll pass out and wont wake up. It's definitely pain free.

>>18298823
I'm in the US. I don't have a doctor but I can probably find one. If they prescribe hypnotics will this work just fine? I've heard that most sleep meds these days take this into consideration during production nowadays and aren't as dangerous as barbiturates.

>>18298814
Don't even try it. You won't die and you'll have to live with liver or kidney failure, which is far worse than your current situation.

Helium mask, hanging, or shotgun are the only ways to go. The last is a bad idea if there's any doubt in your mind, though.

>>18298826
That should be fine, zopiclone are hypnotics I believe. those are the ones I took.

>>18298829
What if I just jump off of something tall?

>>18298839
Not a good plan. Falling isn't peaceful, and neither is landing if you didn't pick something tall enough. Seriously, have you got $30? Helium mask. No? Hang yourself.

>>18298839
You wouldn't die instantly. Your whole body becomes paralyzed, by the level of pain until finally the lungs that are crushed under the impact cannot inflate anymore and you'ld fade away through conciousness and die

>>18298853
Meh guess I'll go for helium. Hanging is in no way quick or painless.

>>18298839
Just inject air into your veins, it's the most peaceful way to die. Full stop

>>18298858
It's not, but it's far more effective than jumping or pills. When life is so bad that ending it is your best option, crippling yourself on top of your other problems is the worst possible outcome.