>Had GF for 7 years
>Open for most of it
>We're older now. Just hadn't talked about it in a while
>She fucks a co-worker on the day I got a really exciting job
>Feel crazy betrayed
>End up hanging myself a few days later
>Spend a week in the loony bin
>Decide to try harder at life. Want to finally sleep with other people (open relationship was supposed to be for me because not having more sex was always a regret of mine)
>Constantly having nightmares about how much better the guy she was with must be
>I'm short (5'7") and small (5 inches). Constantly think about this.
None of this ever used to bother me but now I can't seem to get over it. It makes it really hard to talk to girls and such. What do?
>>18298066
>>End up hanging myself a few days later
Uhh.
>>18298125
I woke up two days later in the ICU
>have an open relationship
>not fucking anyone else
Shit op hang yourself right next time
>agree to open relationship
>get upset when she fucks someone
You are silly.
You brought it on yourself dummy.
>>18298066
i get that you are conflicted, i hope all the best for you.
have you talked to your girl about it?
>>18298066
Talk to her about it. Be honest, "Hey. I thought I wanted an open relationship but it turns out I can't handle it. Let's be monogamous."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Official_Table_of_Drops
Look up the proper height to drop from, it's based on your weight.
Also, tie the rope properly, place the knot behind your ear and tighten the noose. Then jump off the chair.