I can't hold on anymore

>>18297459
>I want to give up, I want my life to end.
See a therapist.

For a cultural perspective it might be nice to know which country from a to.

Making friends in a foreign country can be difficult especially if there is a large cultural difference

No of this is a reason to give up.

>>18297613
I'm an eastern euro in western euro. Not that of a big difference in that, but I do get looked down sometimes.

S a m e f u c k i n g s i t u a t i o n

Eastern euro to western euro too, I want to fucking kill myself, I have no motivation to live my life anymore. I feel like I'll never be able to fully learn the language and use it with such ease as my native tongue. The culture is so much different that I will never be able to function in this society and to them I'm probably just a fucking autist.

My self-esteem went down, all my ambitions are gone and the only thing I do is taking drugs with a small group of people who speak in english. I know they ruin my life, but I have absolutely no fucking idea what to do and I don't want to be alone.

>>18297699
>>18297459
Just end your lives.
Do it for me, so I have the courage to end mine too.
Life is meaningless anyway. No need to struggle till you are 80.