How do you stop feeling empty and connect emotionally?

>>18295217
Yup decided to work on myself, I feel better now

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>>18295239
Are you able to specify where you were at, what you did and where it took you?

Bit of an ask, internet stranger, but i cant talk to people around me without revealing the masquerade.

Are these people you picked up for sex or had a relationship with?
I feel this way with people I have no romantic interest in. I have to be in a relationship with someone or I may as well masturbate because it just leaves me with nothing.

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>>18295330
Yes and no. The plans always, or at least partially, to build something. I struggle to maintain interest though.

Its like looking through frosted glass. I can maybe pick up that they are feeling something. Though whether thats general, momentary contentment or something deeper i dont know.

Look content. Smile warmly. Dobt rush around. Maintain/keep up physical contact depending on partners movements and reactions. Small talk. Eventual exit.

I am trying to angle away from sexual interactions, but it seems to come off as a bait/switch. Or that i'm just not interested.

I'm still somewhat confused by what you mean. Are you excited and interested before the sex and let down after?
It could be your not sexually aroused enough by the person. Or it. Oils be your expectations of what you should feel like after sex are too high. Having sex uses a lot of energy and generally leaves me feeling tired. I don't mind cuddling for a while but I like to rest and relax for awhile. At night, I like to go to sleep. Even if it's in the morning in the shower, I feel somewhat drained for awhile.