The girls I see always tell me I'm hard to read and not open or fluid especially when we have sex.
I always read and hear about guys dirty talking their girls and then the girls really get turned on if a guy calls her a dirty little slut in bed.
My main reservation is I'm afraid I might get carried away. I'm into getting my ass licked, extreme gangbang porn, pseudo(staged)-rape porn, rape fantasies, bdsm (like the type where the girl is like in a giant wooden prison thing and some dude is just going ham on her ass with a whip or hitachi wand), brutal orc-elf hentai, birthing hentai, tentacles, the whole impregnation mindbreak shit and other /d/ tier stuff.
Now naturally I can't let ANYONE I know find out I'm into ANY of that shit, so if I were to truly be "open" with a grill well I'd probably have to change my name and move to another country
Should I try to just find a girl who's into this shit? How do I do that?
>>18291651
I have similar issues, both in and out of bed.
Best advice I can give you is to start as safe and vanilla as possible. Even dumb shit like "YOU LIKE HOW THAT DICK FEELS BB?" is enough for most women. Once you establish a legitimate connection you should be able to let her know about your more "extreme" kinks.
>>18291651
hi, I'm a girl and I'd rather the guy I'm dating tells me what he is into. You could just talk to your girl about it all. You could tell her what you like, be open, she'll be happy that you can be yourself
Nigga that isn't even real weird shit. Look for a girlfriend that is kinky too and you won have any issues. I met mine on here and I'm into what you are into and more. So is she which leads to awesome dirty talk. You should be open abput your fetishes with a partner. Most are okay to indulge them to some degree.
>>18291651
What is this weak ass sus shit? if you're not talking about decapitating someone's head or drilling a hole through her digestive system with mechanical dildo? is it really that hard to be open with her?
>>18291742
>its not hard to open up to your girl about your mindbreak orc rape hentai fetish
U wot m8
>>18292156
Get a girl that reads hentai too you retard. And even then rape is a common fantasy.
>tfw reading /d/ with my gf in bed while fingering her
Git gud OP
>>18291651
>Now naturally I can't let ANYONE I know find out I'm into ANY of that shit, so if I were to truly be "open" with a grill well I'd probably have to change my name and move to another country
Must be really fucked up being you and hide your porn addiction, its like a life full of paranoia.
You are pathetic really.
Retard
>>18292237
Mate, thing about addictions is nobody's proud of them and hiding them is standard.
Me, I hide my gambling addiction. Drug junkies do too. It's nothing special.