Decided to cut every person out of my life since 8 months because I want to do my own shit and not being involved in other problems.
Trying self improvement such as
>Lifting and gettin' fit
>learn for Uni and get A's
>getting a driver license
>live a healthy life aka. no smoking, alc, drugs
Now I have my own apartment and sometimes when I lift, there are moments where I stare at the wall for 5 seconds and I then feel very lonely and loose every motivation.
I sometimes wish I had someone to talk with. I don't want to be in a relationship and do social things, even sex is boring as fuck. I hate being outside and I hate seeing other people. They always look so grumpy/angry every time I see some.
I want to live a positive mindlife, but I can't and don't want to meet other people because they're fucking exhausting from time to time.
What do /adv/
Isolation is deeply unhealthy for humans. You must put an end to this charade.
>>18291501
It's very hard for me, because I've lost every friend I knew and I'm going to be 21 soon
How do adults learn eachother?
>>18291501
>isolation is deeply unhealthy for humans
is that why i feel so fucking lonely and sad? because I have no friends?
>>18291620
Thats it
>>18291639
people are all fucking terrible. what's the point of socializing?
>>18291501
This
>>18291620
Yes. Every person needs some kind of social life to be mentally healthy. Congrats on cutting the bad fruit off the tree, but don't kid yourself. Life is absolutely vapid without friends to share it with.
>>18291648
yea, but finding freinds is easier said than done.