How do I make this feel go away?

>>18282908
Happens to me too :(
When I see old people with luggage, people that could do with help crossing the street, people who drop things, foreigners looking lost.
I can help, and I know I should.
But I fucking don't. And I walk the rest of the way thinking about what a horrible person I am, and how I don't deserve to live.

you'll shape up naturally once you experience your parents aging

literally who cares

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>>18282908
I do not believe in altruism.

>>18283025
>pic
I wish. In my country if you don't give her your seat the bus driver starts yelling at you and if there's any old lady around (and the bus is usually filled with old people when I take it) they start telling you that you are disrespectful and shameless. Once some fat chick got on the bus and some old lady started speaking in a loud voice behind me about how I was disrespectful for not giving a pregnant woman my seat. And the "pregnant" fat woman said she was not pregnant. And the lady was like "oh ... well that guy is still very disrespectful". I just sat there and didn't say anything.
/rant
sorry for offtopic

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>>18282908
>I don't want to be like that forever

Confess to a catholic priest.
I am serious.
It helps.