I want to die. I own a bussiness but it is not doing too well.

If you already feel like you're a wage slave, then just join the military. If that's where you got your PTSD then welcome back motherfucker.

>>18280914
Jet?

>>18280928
You can not join the military if you are deaf. I got my ptsd from being molested as a kid. I honestly see no point of existing but I am afraid of putting my family through me killing myself. They have been trying really hard to get me to settle in life and not seek a better life for myself because they know I can not do much with myself.

How do you come to terms with making min wage for the rest of your life?

>>18280914
>I can't get a decent job because I see my only other option as doing a grueling four year engineering degree
What is this attitude? Go to trade school, there's no reason a deaf person couldn't become a plumber or a mechanic or an HVAC technician.

>>18281037
Its not an attitude problem Anon I already tried it I was not able to comprehen the information I can not do anything with math in it. Some people brains work differently its not that I do not try because I really do when I was in college I hired a tutor and was working on school around 60 hours a week. Math makes up such a large ammount of good careers too. As much as I love to be an engineer like my brothers I sadly fall into the group of min wage workers.

>>18280999
That's bullshit. If a dude born with no legs and arms can drive, get married, become a self help guru, then anything is probable for everyone.
You may be deaf, but you are capable of doing a lot. You clearly are not stupid. You have to figure out what your interests are and pursue.
When you have an affinity for a particular thing, you will find that your mind has a tendency to retain most information about said thing because you have a genuine compassion for it.
Don't let somebody tell you that you are disabled therefore you can't. Again, that's bullshit dude.
The aforementioned guy with no legs, arms. He is a real dude in Australia. He has overcome his plight through sheer determination and NOT listening to those who said "you can't".
Godspeed my 4chan brother.

>>18281045
> I'm not even going to look into trade school because everything involves math
That is an attitude problem, retard. There are jobs that don't require math where you can earn a decent wage. Ever think about being a paralegal our even becoming a lawyer? Or what about a nurse?

>>18280914
If it helps, Richard Branson (Owner of Virgin Company) is dyslexic, and nearly the richest guy in the world - has been very successful