Did he love me?

>cheated on you
You don't do this to people you love. Stop thinking about this idiot and move on.

pt 2. After half a year he came back. Crying, asking if he can come back into my life. He still was with the girl. We kept it as friends but we kept lashing out at each other and getting mad. Eventually I had an accident and was in hospital. While unconscious, he visited me everyday and tried to stay for as long as he could. When I woke up and was ready to go (with out knowing he was there, I woke up on a day he couldn't make it) He came over and offered to spend the night to make sure I am okay and to take care of me. We ended up sleeping together that night, we were both so happy, until we realised what he had just done. He left and couldn't talk for a while. We both ended up at a friend's party and talked without bringing up what happened. We were being just friends. We both took shots and drunk the same amount and ended up drunk as hell sitting in the driveway and talking about heavy things. We ended up kissing after talking about us. We were kissing for the rest of the night. We shared a bed and just held each other (as well as fucked but y'know) After that night we ended up starting an affair. He spent every night with me for a week and left in the mornings. I missed him so much and it just felt right. He even said that himself. His girlfriend eventually found out and, understandably, banned him from talking to me. I haven't spoken to him since.

You can get him back, there's still time. He cheated on you, then he cheated with you. That's a great start to a long term relationship.

>>18272929
he was brought up around cheating so it makes me question cheaters. He has seen his parents cheating on each other from a young age as well as being close friends with people who only cheat in relationships.

>>18272935
I don't think I want him back. I just want to understand this.

>>18272938
He's a player. That's the game. He said what he needed to say to you to get in the guts. He got his nut, then he did another girl. Then while he was with her, he came back to you when you were vulnerable and again said what he needed to say to get up in you again. Now he's back with her.

What did you think this was? Surely you're not naive enough to take him at face value. He's still hanging around you because he knows that when he needs to nut you'll be there for him to accept his dick.

>>18272941
Yeah... I guess that's true. Damn. I wish I could just forget everything.