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sounds harmless to me. why is it such a big deal to you? its not like youre legitimately gay or anything, right?

>>18269477
No I'm not
I just feel awful about it

>>18269483
>>18269477
I just really don't know what to do

My head hurts all day and it's never off of my mind

>>18269485
maybe im the retarded one here but please spell it out to me in plain terms.

you never harmed anyone. you never betrayed your wife physically or emotionally. why are you so worried about fapping with a bunch of guys online? i mean yes, its kinda weird but ive done weirder stuff and it doesnt keep me awake at night. what exactly makes you feel awful about it?

>>18269488
I think I feel bad also because she's asked as a passing comment before if I've ever done anything on a webcam before and I instinctively said no

And I hate lying about anything

>>18269494
i like the honest attitude and i think you should carry it through till the end. if youre serious and this is really on your mind all the time then there is no way you wont tell her at some point. in that case you should talk about it with her sooner rather than later.
she did marry you for your qualities (whatever they are) so hopefully, even if she has incredibly strict opinions about guys fapping together she can look past it.

Do you feel bad about it because you really want to do more than just fap with guys online?

>>18269468
No. Keep that stuff for yourself. Just dont do it again and you will be fine.