My life story quickly typed out - the pain:
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tldr; my life has been very painful and shaped the way I am today. Sometimes I question if living is worth it or if I should throw everything in the gutter. I am leaning towards throwing it all away :(
>>18266737
I was born. Grew up same town. Military service, cheating wife, depression, soon end of life. 4/10 would not play again. Bretty good K/D at least
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test?
>>18266792
newfags cant you must know this by now
I dunno - some phrase my dad use to say. This is a test. I just googled test and uploaded it
How do you know what town I'm from? :(
>>18266737
>be born (0)
>get a little sister (2)
>everyone expected big things from me (4)
>started a little fire with friends (6)
>family immigrated to another country, dad stayed behind (8)
>best in school despite barely speaking the language, high expectations from others are rising (10)
>whatsthepoint.png, also starting to make cash by selling burned CDs, thank you, bearshare (12)
>seriouslywhybother.png, started skipping school (14)
>institutionalized due skipping, figured what I want from life in the jail-like conditions, get gf (16)
>back to school to get some time, new gf, job, material stuff I wanted through my childhood while working on my actual goal (18)
>same as above but college instead of school, change jobs/friends often (20)
>quit college and job for more time, make the ends meet with NEETbucks and oddjobs, nobody expects shit from me now, still working on muh goal (22)
>not much changed from last two years, although now I have even fewer friends because I am an asocial shit, life is great though (24)
>this is where my long term project will finally make me rich and famous ... or more NEETdom or a freak accident or cancer (25-120)
tl;tr: Shitty know-it-all poorfag skipped last level of the tutorial and plays life on creative mode instead of following the story.
>>18266737
>I use to rob kids of their eminem cds because my mom refused to buy it.
Kek. Although overall, tl;tr doesn't even begin to express it. From skimming through it ... your life definitely sucks and so do your parents, hence it's unlikely that shit will be much worse. Throwing it all away after all the suffering would make it even more pointless, instead it could serve as a prologue for something better. You pay way too fucking much attention to the past while it's the future that matters, even with your limited freedom/choices.
>>18266763
Try a different class, bruv.
I focus on the past because it's who I am today. I dunno what to do about sending antrax threats and having the FBI visit me because I just want to feel emotion so I fake having outburst and anger because I just want to feel but I don't know how
>>18266941
That way you give your past too much power over the shape of your future too and put yourself in a cycle. Obviously it's hard to move on but it's the only way to improve shit.
>I dunno what to do about sending antrax threats and having the FBI visit me
Relegate it to "stories from the past".
>just want to feel but I don't know how
Well, I got that problem too, although probably not on your level. (Or maybe worse, since I don't feel enough about not feeling much to bother doing something against it) Surely there are less idiotic ways to accomplish it? Take a break from Internet and vidya, that stuff dulls everything.