I don't know what's what anymore

>>18264875
You need to get off the internet and start doing some writing. It's that simple.

>>18264904
What does writing have to do with this?

>>18265042

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfDOoADCfkg


not the op but writing has helped me allot as of late.

just a get small notepad. make sure its cheap.

start simple and if you find yourself just staring at the blank page then write, just write. once the pages are filled up you can always work yourself back from complexity to simplicity.

the problems you have put them in small bubbles. the things you need to immediately do too. what you want from today and tomorrow. it will layout whats in your head before you.


please try it. also watch this.

>>18265147
Seems like that's more about self expression. Will it help create a personality though?

>>18264875
sounds like depression.

>>18264875
Here's an easy way to determine everything in the first line. Make sense of your morality through your physical tie to the world; your body. What feels good, what feels bad. Whatever benefits your body, it will tell you and likewise for what doesn't. Couple common sense along with it.

yup it's depression. I went through basically the same thing. You'll probably start showing it in public soon and get recommended to see a shrink.

call your doctor and ask for a depression diagnosis and hopefully you can get a recommendation for a 1st line psychologist. Try to ignore whatever isn't neccesary until then since it's just a cesspool of self confusion/delusion/deprecation etc. anyways.

>>18266389
>>18266565
Getting diagnosed will just make everything spiral out of control. I'll probably be put on drugs and lose my job or whatever. No thanks. IF this is depression, which I highly doubt since I don't hate myself, I want to fix it naturally.

Same here OP. I took it as a phase I know that as time passes I'll be on the right track agian. At the meantime I watch movies.

>>18267630
How long has it been going on?