Hey /adv/, I need some help with one incredibly fucking stupid

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Hey /adv/, I need some help with one incredibly fucking stupid thing. There is a friend which a broke up with about ten months ago. Is was mostly my fault, he found out about how I was talking a lot of shit during our big fight about two months ago and was understandably pissed off about it. In my defence I can only say that I was fucking pissed when I was doing it since our fight has not been pretty and it involved him telling he that he never needed or liked me anyway and that I should kill myself. And all of this for some pretty minor stuff. Took him a while to apologise for it and me to accept his apology. After the breakup I at first decided that I didn't want to have anything to do with him ever again, that big fight still fresh in memory, and cut off all contact with him. After a few months I have mostly cooled off and realised that I was in the wrong here, I probably should have handled the situation better and that I should apologise. And there came the hard part, I was too fucking afraid to even dare to face him while things I wanted to say were still frest in mind. So I put it off for the longest time, tried forgetting about the whole thing. Didn't work. And now ten months have passed and I'm still too much of a fucking pussy to do what I should have done long ago. I'm too afraid that he'll just tell me to go fuck myself. Is it even worth to try and approach at this point? Or is it too late? How do I figure out what to say to him if I do approach him?
Thanks in advance for all of your answers. Sorry to bother all of you with this high-school drama tier situation.