It's 2 am in the morning and am new to 4chan, sorry if my formatting is legit autism, hopefully I get hang of it soon enough.. I have incredibly high standards in regards to my looks, I've been told by friends I'm a 3/10. Can't wait to hear how I'm viewed by others. Tried talking to girls only to be rejected one after the other. Skinny 5,5 Jew nosed boy. Started talking to this hoe... we'll call her Sara. Sara is pretty but our conversations are borderline depressing. They're one sided to shit and she doesn't give a flying fuck what happens to me, she sends me a Snapchat every morning to keep our snap streak alive and I'm completely clueless on why she'd want one with me. Came to the point where I blocked her but the streak was still alive. Holy fuck I sound autistic but I'll keep going. Eventually unblocked her, we keep snapping. These snapchats consist of me asking how her day is going and if I can do anything to help her, she replies with how depressed she is and I ask how I can help. She usually leaves me on read but can't help to constantly respond and fall to her feet everytime she snaps me. Can somebody please tell me i don't have a chance with her so I can I just move on. I've been told by my "amazing" friends I have a chance with her but, if they saw our narrow and shallow snaps, they'd understand how much of a fucking loser I am. Side note, I've told this bitch I'm going to kill myself and she shrugs it off
>>18260042
Hmm you should probably just start ignoring her. If she shrugs off you saying you want to kill yourself. Probably just looking for attention
>>18260042
If you can score, sure.
If not, why the fuck do you even keep it going?
She's a fucking wankstain, she's not relationship material, so why would you stay around her, you dense fuck?
Was legitimately going to off myself and still on the bridge about it, only people that would care is family, have nobody else. I'm a loser, loner, awkward, academically retarded and have no clue how to process my own emotions. I have a plan in place the time for my death comes and I'm possibly being shallow and crying for attention.
Honestly clueless on this chick let alone my own life, everything was given to me and my life is repetitive and boring. My only choices are drugs, military, or dying.
>>18260060
Join the military... my life is pretty repetitive and boring too. Hopefully when you do join the military you'll meet some great people. A friend of mine joined the military he was pretty socially awkward, came back with a girlfriend.
>>18260060
Your problem is you need to face reality and stop thinking about the future all the time, you're definitely not ready for a relationship. If you want to kill yourself, a girl who has depressing conversations and treats you like shit isn't going to do any good, even if you get to dick her.
The best thing you could do right now is block and remove this girl from your life.
>>18260042
>Started talking to this hoe... we'll call her Sara.
Kek. You don't have a chance. Could've saved yourself typing the wall.
>Side note, I've told this bitch I'm going to kill myself and she shrugs it off
Because she can tell you're attention whoring faggot who probably wants a pity fuck too.
>My only choices are drugs, military, or dying.
Or maybe single out the decisions that lead you to this point in the first place and fix the shit?