Hey assholes.

>>18253014

This is because you have never felt love, and life feels pointless.

>>18253039
Not true at all.

>>18253014
>better life, money, companionship
aka. materialistic shit or basic needs. That's hardly different than your cat.

>I don't want anything anymore.
What did you actually want before besides simplistic crap? What were your goals and aspirations?

>I wish I could go back to feeling like I had control. I wish I could go back and feel like I have a purpose.
Why going back to such silly illusions? Embrace the absurdity of it all, faggot.

>>18253073
I don't think I ever really had any goals or aspirations aside from making it work with my girlfriend, making her happy. She passed though.

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growing pains.

I feel like that sometimes. It's normal. It's part of life. It's like There is a Light that never goes out. I don't know. I've felt the same way a couple times lately.

But I wake up each day, and I do the things. And I think about the now. What I can do, what I need to do. I guess the idea is, I've almost made meaning for my own life. When before, it's like you're stranded on an island, and there is little to no meaning. you're just existing and surviving. Currently I'm thinking, there's something out there that means something, but I don't know what it is, and I'm trying to piece together all these basic things to get closer to it.

I don't think about nihilism. I don't think about money. I actually think about money, but it's not a problem to me. I think it's possible everyone could get along without it. But at my core I'm really simple. I want a girl in my life and that's my motivation.