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So I woke up this morning and realized that I'm not really happy in my relationship anymore. Our two year anniversary is in a couple weeks. We've stuck together through a lot of shit, and I still love her; I just sometimes think I'd be happier alone or just free to bang whoever I want in my house.

I'm frankly sick of being monitored all the time by a less experienced, less motivated person with life-strangling personal values. And every time I do something she disagrees with, it's a drawn out fight and nobody comes out ahead.

I'll be honest. I really like sex. All aspects of it. However, she came from an 'abusive' relationship (basically chose to stay with some guy with issues thinking she could fix him), so she's really conservative when it comes to sex. She's also the only person I've ever been with who wasn't ecstatic with my love making abilities. I like active partners who are enthusiastic about making love and appreciate the experiences their body can give them. She, on the other hand, lays there in total silence or stares at me with a blank expression, completely unresponsive to my attempts to please her in ways that would cause any other woman to melt.

By the time she's actually getting into it, I'm ready to finish. This could be like 15 or even 30 minutes into it. I've made her orgasm two times in as many years. This is not a failure on my part, and to support this, we were fighting a while back and she left town to go on a trip with her family. The DAY she left, this girl that I barely talked to texted me, and by the next day I had smashed. The first time I hooked up with this other chick she came five times, and I deliberately cut it short because I didn't want to break the pussy. Subsequent times, she lost count. Side bitch as a boyfriend now.

Anyways, long story short, I'm not really happy anymore. Maybe there's something I could do to fix it. Maybe I should just move on.

Halp?