>tfw vidya no longer fills the void I live all alone, I don't

Try reading a book, homo. Or get a job.

>>18248544
I don't have books

I'm not gay

I'm not able to hold down a job

>>18248543
Videogames were never meant to be enjoyable, so if that's the reason you played them before then you're not too bright.

>>18248543
watch maison ikkoku and stop blogging

>>18248546
Is this advanced cynicism?

/v/ - Depression

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>>18248545
have you considered table top gaming

>>18248543
you live alone and you dont have a job? are ya neet?

also consider seeing a doctor. getting help is easier than you think.

do it fag

>>18248550
Part of the reason I can't hold down a job is my attention span is fucked and I make too many mistakes, reading is really very difficult in general.

>>18248543
Get a new system. I only had Nintendo systems but got a PS4 which motivated me to play because I never played the types of games it has before.

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>>18248553
reading is a skill, git gud faggot

>>18248551
Disability

The meds never helped me, nor did the psychiatrists

>>18248554
I'm a PC gamer and can't afford a new console

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>>18248556
>I'm a PC gamer and can't afford a new console

>>18248556
>I'm a PC gamer and can't afford a new console
Get an emulator then. Make a check list of all worthwhile Wii/GCN/PS1/2 games and play through them.

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>>18248543
>Tfw it still does I just never have time for it

>>18248543
Hit the gym.

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>>18248545
>no books
Torrent them, library or audiobooks, I really enjoy audio books as I can do get shit done while being droned into cleaning and cooking my apartment.
some really good ones like count monte cristo or Dracula some decent classics

>bad relationship
how do you go about this?
I've no interest to get intimate so I can't help you there

>no job
How do you pay the bills?

>fat
Cut out sugars
Replace it with something addicting, coffee, sunflower seeds, smoking; essentially, you need to replace a shitty habit with another shitty habit
normies do it behind weed and social life, scouring their social networks and throwing passive aggressive bullshit back and forth

Exercise, I don't mean pushups and dumbbells but simply walking and moving your body, it does wonders for depression. Find a restaurant downtown and pick up some dinner, stop somewhere have coffee, have some kind of tie to the world outside and move out there and slowly you will come to be somewhat happier.

>>18248556
Meds don't work immediately, and sometimes it can take a couple tries before you find the right prescription.

The thing is, drugs and psychs aren't a magic bullet. They're not going to flip a switch and magically make you better. They can make things easier, but It's still on you to do the other half of the work.
Get a job. Believe me, it helps. Make some friends. Read. Find a hobby that isn't video games. All this will come back around and make life more worth living.

>>18248562
>Make some friends
Everyone I know either pity me, or think I'm a degenerate weirdo. I'm not entirely sure how I'm supposed to do that.

You're obviously depressed OP, so this will undeniably sound clichéd but: work out. You don't have to go to the gym, just get a bike and ride it anywhere.
I fucking hate going to the gym so I rarely do, instead I take long walks or ride my bike, anything that lets me do some good philosophizing while I do it.

You need drastic change in your lifestyle, or else everything will continue to be a rut forever. You don't have to become a health nut, just do ANYTHING that isn't sitting down infront of a screen.

>be me a retarded fat faggot OP
>am NEET so I have all the time in my life to actually better myself, lose weight, etc
>instead I just shitpost on /v/ about how vidya doesn't do it anymore and list my faults instead of fixing them
Yes, just jump off a building if you can even get to the top you fucking miserable cunt

>>18248561
This. Do all of this.

Relationship-wise, the more you get yourself out into society (job, exercise), the more women you'll meet, the more you'll fail with them and learn. Gradually you'll have a nice one.

>>18248563
You don't know that. Even if they tell you so. If they're willing to hang out with you, there's obviously SOMETHING they like about you, otherwise they wouldn't do it. And if there truly is nothing they like about you and they STILL hang around, well that's their problem, not yours.

>>18248563
Same, OP here

dude just don't be depressed anymore. go work out brah even though you can barely find the willpower to leave bed

>>18248543
That picture is so fucking dumb.
OP, try dwarf fortress

>>18248567
They don't hang around me though, I just hear them talk about me behind my back. Anytime someone actually talks to me it's like they're trying to talk me out of a suicide attempt.

>>18248561
Sounds like good advice

>>18248566
No, I don't think you get it. Every woman I've ever been attracted to has been a lesbian, or a tomboy. I can't get involved in relationships anymore, it hurts too badly, food is the only thing that helps. I never used to be fat.

The first girl I ever liked was like an older sister to me and she was very boyish in personality but girlish in looks. I guess that kinda stuck with me.

>>18248565

Jesus.

I know this is /v/ - or just, the internet - but goddamn. You're talking to an actual person.
Fuck, I need to get out of this place, I'm too old for you edgelord teens.

>>18248545
>I'm not gay

Well you sure sound like a faggot, complaining and finding excuses on an anonymous image board about video games instead of pulling yourself together and fixing your life.

>>18248571
If you're a NEET who lives alone with no job, where the fuck are you that you can hear them "behind your back"?

>>18248576
Thats another person not me, apparently theres someone else here in my position

Just pick up some trashy girls in a club and bring them home to your pad for a fuck or at least a bj, that's what I always do when I'm down

>>18248573
>Every woman I've ever been attracted to has been a lesbian, or a tomboy.
>The first girl very boyish in personality

Have you perhaps tried dating men?

>>18248574
Its not being edgy, its just being tired of seeing the same shit everyday
They come here from /r9k/ seeking pity and empathy even though only they can help themselves

Also this is not VIDEO GAMES, go get offended somewhere else

>>18248573
No, YOU don't get it.
Every woman you've ever been attracted to is still less than 0.000001% of all the women on the planet. You haven't even sniffed the shadow of a picture of the sky above the tip of the iceberg. Get out there, meet women. You're going to find one you like, who likes you. It's a flat statistical fact.

>>18248579
I'm attracted to the wrong kind of women, it's really not my fault. I don't like the way men look at all, so I know I'm not gay.

>>18248543
>fat
>suicidal
pick up smoking, you'll lose weight fast and if you stick with it your wish will come true

>>18248556
So this is your average steamfag with an anime avatar. Makes you think.

ITT: characters who are literally me

>>18248574
Fucking leave then you faggot

>>18248580

It's the literal definition of edgy, because you would never say that to a person face to face. You're being an edgelord because you're protected by anonymity, and there's nothing cooler than being an asshole on 4chan. You're either being hyperbolic, or you're an actual dick in real life too.

>>18248582
>I'm attracted to the wrong kind of women

Explain this. What do you mean the "wrong type"?

>>18248584
No I hate weebfags, don't lump me in with them, Jesus Christ anon.

>>18248583
I tried and quit, couldnt afford cigarettes

>>18248582
You should consider traps as an option.

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>>18248543
>the only thing keeping me here is the fear of failing the suicide or the pain before my death.
Imagine being such a pathetic coward that you're afraid of getting hurt before dying, and being so worried you'll fuck up yet again that you don't even try.

Holy fuck you're not even worth talking out of it.

>>18248545
not with that attitude

>>18248588
>>18248590
He means he's a pedo, thats what that term means.

>>18248588
The kind that can't or won't ever love me back

Here's my hot tip OP, straight from my wise noggin'

Get out of /v/. Preferably forever, but who are we kidding. This isn't the place to get help and support, this is a place to be angry and to become angry.

>>18248543
You need professional help, go see your GP and explain your problems, they'll refer you to get some help from a therapist or someone appropriate.

The actual measured benefit from mental health services is really good in most countries, they're likely to be able to help you, you just need to admit 2 things up front.

1) Something is wrong
2) You want to change

>>18248593
What? No faggot, im talking about women who arent interested in men.

>music
>books
>learning to cook
>any hobby you can do alone inside for 2-3 hours a day

There, OP. Diversity is a good thing. I know video games give you easy gratification for a while, but it's inevitable you'll grow out of something that does nothing for your development as a person.

>Fitness

Cured me long enough to finish school. I'm sort of burnt out after 4 years, and a bit depressed, but not as bad as I was when I was in your phase.

tldr; video games get boring, get difficult hobbies that challenge you, stop being a bitch-boy

>>18248586

Do we have to pretend that we like calling each other "faggots"? I mean haven't we grown out of that by now? It violates global rule 3 anyway

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>Feeling pretty down
>Find a whole lot of great porn
>Feel like a kid in a toy store
>Regain the spark of life

>>18248597
There's bisexual girls too, fucking idiot.

>>18248545
>not able to

Not willing to.

Build Gunpla.

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>>18248589
Ok then. It's a long road. Go gym, get stronk, and do you.

>>18248596
I don't want to change, I just want to die, I'm tired of life, but afraid of the pain of suicide or afraid of failing.

>>18248601
Believe me I know, and I think I always push them in the other direction... Besides who wants to constantly compete with bothel sexes for someone? It's stressful as all hell and depressing because women always win.

Bisexual women are a pit of despair

>it's another episode of depressed fat guy complains and rejects any suggestions so he can reaffirm his sad, NEET existence

Whew, I've seen this more than zelda saving the princess

ive recently felt vidya no longer feels the void too... what is this

>>18248543
Eat healthy foods, exercise, read books, stop watching TV and playing video games, learn a new language, go outside, maybe try another field like technolo/g/y and smonk wade.

>>18248605

Not that guy, but see go someone anyway even if you don't want to change. You have nothing to lose.

>>18248543
Masturbate more. Or do what I did and beg your mom for pity sex. Nothing lift your spirits more than your mom riding you until you cum in her.

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>>18248605
If you didn't want change you wouldn't come here looking for answers. I've never seen someone being always alone ever end happily.

>>18248543

This, OP:

http://idmji.org/en/

just b urself breh

>>18248605
God damn you are pathetic. Quit wallowing in your own filth. Look i get that you are depressed and shit but for real. Walking and exercise is free. Go to a goodwill and get job help from them, meet some people at your new job and go party and have fun and get some strange. If not just accept that you are what you are and be content with your life. Also dont don't blame anybody but yourself for dating trainwrecks you chose to stay with them

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>>18248543

If you really, really think it's worth it.

Permanent solution to a temporary problem

>>18248543
seriously just go for a long walk every day. It'll help you lose weight, it'll give you endorphins, it's honestly the best way to feel good

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>>18248615

>>18248615
>Permanent solution to a temporary problem
My fav normie mem.

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>>18248543

>its another whines and sulks like Shinji Ikari and doesn't do anything to help themselves

Watch some Evangelion and play some Nier Automata and if any of the existentialist vibes speak to you in any way, look them up and start doing research on how people have climbed their way out of an existential crisis.

Start going on walks, read /fit/'s sticky but don't fall for their faux-darwinian bullshit.

Stop giving a fuck about relationships, you can sort that out when everything else is finished.

If you live alone, look for people who want to rent out an apartment.

As far as friends go. Actually look at yourself, do you do clingy stuff, do you get embarassed and push everyone away that you could remotely connect with?

>>18248605
You obviously do want to change because you're here whining about it.

Suicide is 1 method of change, a really stupid one. People who have mental issues contemplate suicide because they cannot see a future in which they're just a normal healthy person, but actually loads of people turn it around and find happiness.

I come from a family with a history of male suicide, my grandfather killed himself at about 35 and my dad attempted it at about 40. The amount of abject suffering you have to go through in order to kill yourself is beyond what you're able to contemplate, it's harder than the effort that's required to get better.

Everyone who is depressed thinks that suicide is the way out and everyone who was saved from suicide and turned their life around was greatful that they did.

You're not some special unicorn, go and get some help and work at it and you'll be happy like the rest of us.

>>18248543
>I'm fat

well there's a project that should keep you occupied for months

>>18248618
Tbf this is where all the normalfags go after /b/

Cocaina my friend.

Have you tried doubling down and playing even more video games

Play a bunch of sad and depressing games like Silent Hill 2.
Or attempt to commit suicide in a really half assed way that can easily fail without permentantly scarring you.
Also what the fuck >>18248609

>>18248571
I've had plenty of instances where I feel like my friends don't value the friendship as much as I do. The important thing is to not stress over it.

Don't be clingy, but one thing that has helped me is thinking about things in terms of being the best friend you can be to another person, and if they can't reciprocate, then no matter, you will eventually find instances where you're there for someone when they need you and they might just be there for you when you need them.

>>18248543
wtf is the /r9k/ shit? You know theres a whole board of people just like you right?

>>18248616

I can confirm this.

>>18248627
/r9k/ is where you go if you WANT to wallow in your problems and never recover.

consider getting legakl or illegal drugs. The only fuck why I am getting up in the morning. Everything else suggested in this thread is normie chad tier and WILL make your life better but if you would like your life being better, you already did it. You are mentaly ill and your only hope are drugs to postpone your suicide for whatever reason you would like to do so.
get fzucked

>>18248627
>/r9k/
No that place is full of lesbians, can't go there too triggering

>>18248543
Go to somewhere "natural", like a forest. Breath fresh air deeply, then walk by there. Do some physical exercises if you want to. Also, eat good food, such as fruits, vegetables etc.
Read some nice books also.

>>18248627
What is this, 2014? /r9k/ is /trap/ now.

>>18248581
I hate this meme so allow me to autistically deconstruct it.
First things first, let's rule out all the women in uncivilized non-English speaking nations, so that's down to like a billion already. Let's rule out everyone below a "fuckable" appearance, that massively cuts down the list of potential mates by probably at least 70% because there's a shitload of uglies out there.
Ruling out other factors like disabilities or being a literal crack whore or what have you, the number has probably reduced to a few million at best, and this hasn't even taken into consideration anything else that might rule out your potential partner, like actually being fucking single, sharing ANY interests or personality whatsoever, ever stumbling across them in your life, etc.
Plenty of people die alone, or they settle for unhappy relationships. It's easier than ever before to find one thanks to online dating, but it's certainly not ever in your favor.

>>18248605
>I just want to die, I'm tired of life
Please just listen up fucknugget, I'm pretty sure most of the people in this thread who have given you advice have been in your exact fucking shoes. I've sure as fuck been. So shut up and take heed to the ones in this thread who bothered to try and help you. No one here's obliged to help you, yet some people did. Take that to heart.

Get some routines in your day. Even if it's as simple as taking one daily walk outside. It helps.

>>18248615
Worst thing is that you hardly can get helium that's not been diluted with oxygen anymore. Producers began taking notes of people killing themself with their product. That and thining it out with oxygen severly brings down production costs. The more you know.

>>18248634

I have never seen a more pathetic, delusional, heavy handed rationalization for someones inadequacies in my life.

>>18248634
The problem with your logic is you assume you will never be attracted to anyone who doesn't follow your conscious standards, which isn't true in the least. You'll meet TONS of people who you'd never watch in porn but would do anything to be with. Life is full of that kind of thing

>>18248543

Hey man, there are like two /r9k/ threads already. I like them, since i'm a loser too, but, why make another?.

>>18248636
Not an argument, sorry you can't handle the truth. Also I'm not single

>>18248543
This is you
>Wah wah I have so many problems and I'm sad wah wah

These are anons in the thread
>Hay man, here's a shit ton of things you try to get better, good luck

And here's you again
>Excuses excuses I can't this I can't that

Fuck you I hope you suffer