I watch porn, fantasize and fap just as much as the next guy, maybe even more than normal.
But I dont think I want to have sex ever. The though about it is just very weird for me, I like it in the fantasy but not reality. I don't really find real girls attractive, Ive forced myself to browse tinder and other dating apps and wow in not interested in anyone.
Is it weird?
>>18225905
If you don't feel bad it's ok.
It's absolutely fine as long as you don't have a partner with a healthy sex drive. My boyfriend is the same as you and I don't view him like my boyfriend anymore, more just like a close gay friend.
>>18225909
The only thing I feel bad about is how abnormal I'm feeling compared to others. I'm not really lonely, feel shitty about being a virgin or anything like that.
Are you 16 years old?
>>18225916
>My boyfriend is the same as you and I don't view him like my boyfriend anymore, more just like a close gay friend.
I'm in a similar position. I've fapped to all kinds of porn over the years, but I've never wanted to have sex.
I don't think I'm okay. At all. This is completely wrong, I'm mostly aware of what made me like this (trauma), and that's usually something you can't fix without outside help like therapy and medication or "medication".
inb4 people butt in to tell me how being asexual or "autosexual" is super normal and a legitimate orientation, kys desu I don't care I've read it all before
OP something probably happened in your past to make you like this, you either know what it is and you refuse to accept what it did to you, or you've suppressed it so hard it's completely gone from your conscious memory. I don't know where you'd start if it's the latter, sorry.
>>18225905
Yep married and did this Thursday and today. Not sure if it's normal but I get mine so who cares
>>18225918
Being a virgin doesn't mean anything if you are not interested in sex. So don't think about it, keep doing what makes you feel good.
>>18225951
I don't really know, I've never had any big traumas in my past life.
>>18225983
Well it kinda does, everyone thinks you are a weirdo.
>>18225989
Oh I see ok. Well I don't know so. I would like to tell you "don't mind about what the fuck they think" but that is not that easy.
>>18225916
A: LMAO!, What kind of "zone" is this?
> B: It's absolutely fine as long as you don't have a partner with a healthy sex drive. My boyfriend is the same as you and I don't view him like my boyfriend anymore, more just like a close gay friend.
C: at least it's DMZ.