I can't feel properly?

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I can't feel properly? 2017-04-12 02:26:46 Post No. 18214530
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I can't feel properly? Anonymous 2017-04-12 02:26:46 Post No. 18214530 [Report]

I think my feelings have eroded? Today, the weather was nice. People were out and about having fun in the sun and all I could think about was hoping the blistering cold would come back or the freezing rains would wash this day away.

Then I thought more about my other emotions. I feel as if I am not good enough to have intimacy. I will admit, I have never been intimate with anyone and I feel like my brain physically cannot fathom or handle such a thing. I am not saying I don't feel at all but I just feel like I am coasting through life. I have like no desire to go, to do, or to see anything. I am not suicidal but my life seems incredibly dull.

How the fuck do people wake up every morning and not just want it to rain all day and stay inside? I have such a horrific time getting out of bed even after 8 hours sleep. Every morning I contemplate calling out of work sick even though I am not sick.

I will never understand how people can be so fucking chipper and happy? What is missing from my life?

Anonymous 2017-04-12 05:41:50 Post No.18215035
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Anonymous 2017-04-12 05:41:50 Post No.18215035 [Report]

Anon that's not a problem, I register as a psychopath, my emotional capacity is that of a predator, I don't want to hurt anyone, but if the world presented the appropriate circumstance (war) I would be monstrous. This affects me in everything I do, every fiber of my excistence is filtered through the lens of predation. That's a common misconception, it's not a drive to kill or hut someone, but morals are laws that only society enforces on me. relationships although I'm charismatic are difficult. So be happy you can even imagine what you're missing

Anonymous 2017-04-12 07:15:26 Post No.18215207
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>>18214530
check out the book Depression Free Naturally

Anonymous 2017-04-12 07:23:39 Post No.18215224
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Anonymous 2017-04-12 07:23:39 Post No.18215224 [Report]

>>18215035
I tip my fedora to you, fellow predator. I hope to see you on the battlefields one day.

Anonymous 2017-04-12 09:53:10 Post No.18215530
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Anonymous 2017-04-12 09:53:10 Post No.18215530 [Report]

>>18214530
this sounds like a regular old depra my dude
i feel the same way everyday, when its sunny i realize that its nice and all, but it feels like an illusion, like a lie.
i dont know how to help because all the advice i've took and books i've read didnt help but temporarily, if that.

Anonymous 2017-04-12 01:41:34 Post No.18215929
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>>18215035
Hahaha this cracked me up. Is it pasta?

Anonymous 2017-04-12 01:50:49 Post No.18215949
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Anonymous 2017-04-12 01:50:49 Post No.18215949 [Report]

>>18214530
It's cloudy over here, and they look like they threatening to rain. I'm gonna take a walk when it does.

I hate watching other people be happy.

Anonymous 2017-04-12 01:51:52 Post No.18215951
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Anonymous 2017-04-12 01:51:52 Post No.18215951 [Report]

>>18215929
How do people like in your pic have no self-awareness?

Anonymous 2017-04-12 02:32:05 Post No.18216062
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Anonymous 2017-04-12 02:32:05 Post No.18216062 [Report]

>>18215951
It's a side effect of being a teenager

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