Depressed.

Change will always come from within, and suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Hold out and keep it movin

Just think about that there's other people who are in the same boat as you or worst. I'm one of them and am 25 never worked, never really attended college. I am really lazy and shitty. I live with my mom who is widow and for some reason I am so selfish I don't help her with anything. I know I'm a jerk and should care about her but perhaps I don't. I got no right to treat her bad or live off her. Weve always been poor but I just don't have any energy or social skills to get a job. I never go out nor made highschool friends. So at least you have more family, a love relationship and work experience. I never tried to kill myself because I think is childish and not worth it. Maybe you'll find an interest in life someday. I should say we but you know well that time will pass and you will find a purpose in life. Many of us feel that way. Just find something to distract you from feeling pessimistic. Idk man, like I found a band that someone cheers me up whenever I listen to them. You can find or do something that will motivate you to go on. Dude also get rid of the gun and drugs if any. Maybe the thought of having those things around you make you feel shitty. I know we are missing out but sometimes loneliness is better at least for me. Be selfish or lazy if you want. Some day you/I will change. Hope I make sense. But we'll find some strength or sign to do better. Feel better.

>>18212088
Man I'm so repetitive. I need sleep but you know what I mean. Sorry about that.

>>18211199
You have somewhat of a successful life ESPECIALLY compared us retards. I'm in my late 20s and work in a supermarket. Browsing and shitposting on 4chan is the closest I have to a social life. I don't even really like 4chan.

>>18212088
>Just think about that there's other people who are in the same boat as you or worst. I'm one of them and am 25 never worked, never really attended college. I am really lazy and shitty. I live with my mom who is widow and for some reason I am so selfish I don't help her with anything. I know I'm a jerk and should care about her but perhaps I don't. I got no right to treat her bad or live off her. Weve always been poor but I just don't have any energy or social skills to get a job. I never go out nor made highschool friends. So at least you have more family, a love relationship and work experience. I never tried to kill myself because I think is childish and not worth it. Maybe you'll find an interest in life someday. I should say we but you know well that time will pass and you will find a purpose in life. Many of us feel that way. Just find something to distract you from feeling pessimistic. Idk man, like I found a band that someone cheers me up whenever I listen to them. You can find or do something that will motivate you to go on. Dude also get rid of the gun and drugs if any. Maybe the thought of having those things around you make you feel shitty. I know we are missing out but sometimes loneliness is better at least for me. Be selfish or lazy if you want. Some day you/I will change. Hope I make sense. But we'll find some strength or sign to do better. Feel better.


Not OP, but nice advice man, I wish you the best. Cheer up pal.