(I tried to keep this as short as possible sorry) Few months

>>18200535
I still love you

>>18200543
but you dont know me
thanks though, that is nice of you

>>18200535
What happened? Why do you think that person stopped contacting?

I wish I could hug you, I've been in that situation, twice, by the same two people. I know you're in a lot of emotional pain, you just gotta find things to distract yourself from it. I can't guarantee it's always going to work though, personally it's been a week since they blocked me and I still get those moments of sadness. Pick up a new hobby, volunteer, anything to get it off your mind. Honestly consider adult drawing books. And I just want you to know: you're not alone. I wish you well, anon.

>>18200762
I think I can explain it best in short that I didnt mean much to them and was just using me/taking advantage of my feelings/friendship. When the truth came out (via another person) they instantly blocked me, I dont know why they did that. Ive never been able to tell them how I feel or ask questions, any kind of closure. That was the absolute least they could do but not even that, makes me feel really worthless
And if that person was able to do that, all this time was a lie, how can I trust other people? everything is just messed up

>>18200776
thank you so much, I would hug you too
I will look into volunteering more, that will get me out of the house at least
I hope things will get better for you

Find a motivation op. That person used you for who you are. If you still love that person after them "using" you then that's just you wasting your time. You still have a whole life ahead of you epically when you're going to college now. In college you'll meet new people and new lovers to come. Find a new motivation, workout, draw, just live life to the fullest.