Am I gay? What is wrong with me?

>>18198705
Well to answer your question, yes you're gay. Hang around with other gays, it'll make you feel better.

>>18198767

but they seem narcissistic and weird

>>18198705
Stop watching anime and it will go away pretty fast

>>18198799

i dont watch anime ._.

>>18198705
I used to think I was 100% straight too. Then I started looking at porn and over time I came to be interested in darn near anything. Sexuality is not something you order around. You can ignore it and live a sexless life, but you cannot force yourself to like something you don't. I do not find masculine men attractive, I can be turned on by just about anything, but that I cannot do. As such I would never marry one.

You must not force yourself to be with someone your body is not attracted to. For your sake, for theirs. There is nothing unmanly about being gay by the way, in fact, as a man who is married to a woman, I can tell you that being gay is about the manliest thing ever. If you feel being gay is wrong, know that there nothing gay about being effeminate. There are lots of countries where heterosexual males are more feminine than western women. Sometimes you get born into the wrong culture. When I realized I was, I moved to another country and have never been happier. You didn't do anything to become gay, it's not a disease. Please understand also that your parents should have no authority over your mind. They may have a problem with you being gay, but your sexuality is not their decision. It is between you and your mind, and perhaps your god if you have one.

>>18198811
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My friend, your life will be fucked if you can't be true to yourself. If you can't handle coming out to your parents or whatever, don't do anything right now. Don't get together with a woman whose body you aren't turned on by. Please don't do that. If you are afraid of being gay for Jesus related reasons, remember the bible itself doesn't actually prohibit being gay, just doing gay. Just be alone for a while while you become independent and develop your own self.

I know you are 18 and are probably telling yourself, I'm 18, I'm supposed to be a grownup now. The world doesn't really work that way anymore, despite what everyone thinks. Things are complicated, and 18 is still a child in my eyes. I didn't feel like I had an idea of who I was until I was 24.

>>18198816

i live in america.

i dont want to seem submissive in my parent's eyes. i shudder at the idea of introducing a boyfriend or husband because i feel they'd instantly see me as a submissive partner...

>>18198824
Same guy as the long post.

I get you completely 100%
You don't want to know that your parents know that you like to be the bottom. That's embarrassing as fuck for a man. It would be like telling them you were pregnant.

But here's the thing. You aren't going to live the rest of your life with your parents. You're hopefully going to live the rest of your life with a cute guy who loves you (if that's what you want of course). And that means that some day, you will have to do the most uncomfortable thing in the world, and tell your parents. It will be embarrassing. It will be painful. It will probably be the worst thing ever. We all have our pound of shit to eat in this life, this is yours.

>>18198864

i wouldn't even know how to tell my mom. I tried coming out once and all I could do was seem disturbed and borderline crying, my mom just told me to sit down a lot and asked me if I wanted to talk to her or tell her anything.. I just went to my room.

Stop watching porn you retards

Lay off the porn then focus on what and who turns you on. You might find it could be both guys and girls and you enjoy the best of both worlds!

>>18199549

i tried that. i ended up focusing on the guy...

>>18198705
Sound gay to me.

>>18198795
Ok well isn't it possible that their is a person who is only as much of a fag as you and likes it up the poop chute?

>>18199606

maybe.. i think im submissive, so im a little afraid of getting abused

>>18199253
>Stop watching porn you retards
He is just gay. Let it go.

>>18199654
>so im a little afraid of getting abused

Well if you get well acquainted with your butt buddy first this will hopefully not be a problem. If you want to have a revolving door of strangers load you like a cannon then that just comes with the territory I suppose, enjoy your aids.

>>18199209
You poor sweet adorable thing. You need to wait a while, eventually you'll distance yourself from your parents through the natural act of growing up. Then it will be easier. It's wise to wait until you are self reliant, just in case they go apeshit. Though from the little I can glean, they seem like kind understanding people.

>>18199654
There are lots of people who exploit submissive people, but there are also lots of people who treasure and love on them. Gay relationships have the lowest incidences of abuse, even less than hetero couples, and way less than lesbians. Keep on the lookout anyway, abusive people usually work by isolating a person from their friends and family, then slowly convincing them they are worthless through a build up, then break down cycle. Since you are afraid of coming out to people as gay, you are a fairly easy target to bully into solitude. Be careful. But also know that you sound incredibly cute, and I'm sure you can find someone to treasure you.

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Dude, your gay. I'm not but I think you should be open about it, talk to someone you trust, then if that guys a male, buttfuck'em

>>18198705

one thing you should note is that, despite what the media tells you, masculinity and homosexuality don't have to be tied together.

you only notice flamboyant gays because they are flamboyant. tons of gays are regular people, they get referred to as 'straight acting' these days, which is dumb but its whatever.

just do whatever the fuck you want to do and stop worrying about labels.

>is my life fucked

not really. its exactly the same as it was before with the exact same possibilities the only difference is now you will date men. your parents might be the only issue.