bored and willing to help

>>18196571
After two days of college I remember why I dropped out of highschool and became a neet for five years
Worst part is I'm not allowed to fail because it's already too late

that is awful, I think that the best thing you could try to do is to just attend college but at the same time look at the world searching for options

>>18196571

A lot of me feels like I should leave my city because I've lived everything it has to offer (jobs, types of people, women), but when I left it for college I got really depressed without my friends and family.

Plus I'd have to sell my house and find space for a bunch of my stuff.

What should I do?

there is no time limit, you can do it for the rest of your life, at least you are trying something

>>18196592
I hate going there
I hate coming home
I hate people asking me about it
I no longer sleep,I sweat all night long non stop
I have non stop heartburn
I started acting negative again
I realized that this is it, I switched follow through and then find a job, work and die or end up going from low end retail to wellfare forever
I never got the chance to do something fun or be Happy
And now I have to grow up

The best thing I've found agaisnt depression is to just not stop living, if it is too hard just go out buy a drink or go to a park, getting back to your city might help in the beginning but it doesn't seem to be a bright place for a bright future, just try your best, for 1 year or so and if even then it doesn't get better then go back

How do I get comfortable with being alone again? How can I come to peace with the fact that my friends who ghosted me may never try to contact me again? And is there any way to stop having anxious thoughts while alone? Like when I'm alone for a log time, my anxiety starts to fill me with worries about tons of things and I'm not sure how I can control that

about you sleep, seeing a doctor might be good idk but the rest is all about you just breathing and focusing in your own thing, in he end you can't run from society but they are just randons normies that really don't see you. if tou put in your head somehow that life is all about you and not the others things will get better

>>18196623
Click the post number for quick reply champ

being alone sucks, and when you start to meet people getting back is impossible. Get out of your house to do something, like literally anything, voluntary job would be the best option but idk if you wanna do it. anxious thoughts will apear, just try to not exageratte them, live with it for a bit until you get someone close to you to help

>>18196623
Alright, thank you for your time, anon, I hope you have a good day

>>18196625
like this?

>>18196632
its fine if I can help someone in my free time is worth doing so

>>18196631
Ironically I began volunteer work the same day they left. I'm gonna try to get out there as much as possible. And >>18196632 was me, i responded to the wrong reply. Have a good day

>>18196642
good luck in your journey have a good day