Do therapist work?

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I think i been depressed for over the past 7 years. I'm 23, i got lump on my dick for jacking off too much like 7 months ago. I wanted to loose my virginity thinking it would boost my confidence up, so i got an escort recently.(i'm not good at talking to people, and i see the escort thing recommend on here a lot) I couldn't bust a nut. The lump made the condom painfully. The escort didn't mentioned. At end end i could not finish. The escort was nice about it. At end i just went home. I wanted to try again so i got another escort. Again i couldn't bust a nut, at one point i was staring to get soft. The escort got annoyed and offer me a handjob to finish the job. I couldn't bust a nut. She got mad and told me to get out. I said, I paid for an full hour upfront , still had about 20 minutes. Then a black dude came in the hotel. He showed me his gun and told me to get the fuck out so i did. My self-esteem is destroyed, still got a lump, cant stop watching porn. So i went to 2 different doctors and they told me that they dint know what the lump is. The only solid theory they got is a busted vein. I'm currently waiting on a call to see a professional. I think i got the lump from jacking off too much. I stopped for 2 weeks because i got this cruch at this girl at work( i been with this company for 2 years and i always had a cruch on her) . I used her to motivate myself. But she starring dating this chad from work. I fall in love easily. I really thought i had a shoot with this girl. But i never asked her out. No she getting fucked by someone else and i just wanna fuckig die. I know is not the end of the world. But i just wanna to talk to someone and not be depressed anymore. i dont know what to do. So do therapist or psychologist work. Sorry for the shitty English.