whatever the fuck is wrong with me

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someone ease this pain

>>18187622
another victim of the "hurr durr lets go with CS"

you should have just gone with applied mathematics or some form of accounting and learned a few programming languages as a hobby.

>>18187666
> another victim of the "hurr durr lets go with CS"
what the fuck is this supposed to mean?
>you should have just gone with applied mathematics or some form of accounting and learned a few programming languages as a hobby
can you go tell my 18 year old self then, thank you very useful.

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i am die now good night

>>18187622
Maybe college isn't for you. The NBA, martial arts, and music are all disciplines that people have no issue saying "hey maybe you are pursuing something that isn't for you," yet when it comes to higher education- "hey everyone should do it." No, it not for everyone. Figure out what you are passionate about, get a job, and make your own way.

>>18187778
it's like u didn't even read, i don't want to starve to death, i want to finish college but i don't think i can, if i can't accomplish what i want what's the point in going on about

>>18187622
Started college at 2009, currently shitposting on my internship.You'll make it bro.

>>18187782
Dude where do yoy even live?

3rd world shithole doesnt sound promising but in case youre exagerating..


Fuck tonne of studf you can do without college. Dont worry. Start googling what i mean.

What's the problem? Are you putting in the work and still failing, or find yourself unable to put in the work?

My three-year degree is going to take me four and a half years and it's not even something marketable. Depression, undiagnosed ADD, working on the side, etc. But I'm slowly coming to terms with it. What matters is that you make it to the finish line and have an answer when asked in interviews what took you so long.

>>18187666
No please, let's not have more shitty programmers who think learning a language is all it takes to program.

>>18187622
Why do you keep failing?

Because the work is too hard? Then maybe that isn't the field for you.

Because you don't do the work? Then maybe college (and the kinds of jobs college prepares you for) isn't for you.

There are plenty of respectable, well-paying careers that don't require college.

>>18187622
Job is only small part of your life. You can work some shitty job and still have an interesting life on the side. And all CS jobs aren't that exiting. Just fucking chill and if you can't do something try something else.

I don't believe in college any more.

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>>18188092
>What's the problem?
i find myself unable to put in the work, sometimes, but there's been times where i've been able to. I just keep having fall outs which bring me breakdowns because they are the same fall outs i had before my big depressive episode from 2015-2016, i tell myself i can do it, but something happens, and i end up failing at the very least 1 class, i thought this semester was the one where i made it through, where i passed all the classes and caught up to pace, but apparently it's not because i slacked off the first like 5 weeks of the semester (im awful at dealing with heartbreak), and now it's happening again, im failing 1 class because we did so much during these 5 weeks, so even if i work really hard at it starting now it feels impossible, and it really fucking triggers me because that's how the downward spiral started in the first place, and it brings back all of those feelings of utter failure... but, for once i opened up with my mom and we had this long talk and now i know how to make it different this time, usually once i see i failed a course i drop it because i see literally no reason to keep at it.
> but here's my plan, and im only telling you in case it turns out helpful to anyone, not because i want to talk about what i haven't done, i hate doing that
however now i got two good reasons to stay until the end of the course even if i'll fail it, 1. to build the discipline for the next semester when i take the class again, 2. to make a good impression on my teacher which may or may not bring good consequences later on. And the fact that for once i'm picking a different path than i ever have makes me feel really hopeful.

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>>18187622

IM SORRY BUT YOU GOT TOO MUCH BIG STARS IN YOUR EYES (even if it's actuaIIy what you need to succed) GO TROUGH PAIN AND ACCEPT THE REWARD OF IT. EventuaIIy you wiII understand that what is achievabIe is good because LIFE IS FUCKING GOOD MAYBE ?