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Started losing weight and getting muscular.
I turned my life around, I even got my petty """revenge""" at girls that liked the new me and told them to fuck off. Once that happened, I realized I'm a huge fucking manchild loser and I've lost even the slight bit of humanity I still had, and now I'm absolutely nothing but a husk. I'm barely emotionally functional.
I'll never be happy man, because I don't know how to be happy. I've been miserable my whole life and I'm sure that's affected my mind. I can't be happy around people, I'm not happy alone, I'm not happy drinking and I'm not happy being a church-goer. I'm not happy smoking and I wasn't happy before I started smoking. I'm never happy. I hate everything and I don't particularly enjoy anything. Someone I know told me this exact shit yesterday and I'm slowly pushing even the few resilient people that stayed with me for so long away. I've had 3 close people to me since ever, and one of them is already starting to avoid me. Soon it'll be the other 2 and I'll be completely, literally alone.
Wanna hear something fucking sad? I don't have even 1 saved cent because I have absolutely nothing to save money for. Absolutely nothing at all. I got a recently brought car that sits there in the parking because I have nowhere to go and nothing to do.
Is there any way to avoid dying as another loner under the tracks of a train or at the bottom of some huge ass building?
Is there any way to fix myself?
>inb4 you need to learn to be happy with yourself and love yourself before anything else.
Alright, cool, I'm willing to try anything, so what's next?
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Tbh some people just have a shit lot in life. Your life can improve, but it probably wont ever be "good".
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>>18179813
save some money to go overseas with.
choose a country that has a lot of english as a second language
meet different people.
or just move state. then no one knows you havent got friends or why.
or see a therapist. i see one. she is pretty helpful.
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>>18179813
Depression? If you don't want go the anti-depressant route, try mood boosting supplements like sam-e, st. johns wort and the like. Good luck to you friend.
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>>18180718
Running away from your problems does not help.
They'll just come back in a different place.
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>>18179813
Listen to Smooth by Santana. It will help
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