19 not-kissless virgin here. Thinking about a backpage escort.

>>18172558

You are 19, dude. No need to rush this. And escort won't change your views on women, believe me. The only way to learn to deal with them is actually dealing with them.

Go out more, be more sociable, and try to make some female friends.

>>18172558
>Thinking about a backpage escort. There seem to be some ones I'd be into in my area.
Don't do that.
>Not only am I retarded with women but I'm into specific things that are not mainstream, drastically limiting my casual options.
Massive misconception. You and your girlfriend don't need to have anything in common. You don't need to like the same music, watch the same shows. If you can talk to each other for 5 minutes and have a mutual attraction, you launch your hooks into her.

I think it would be a good life experience and teach me to stop valuing sex so much and to stop treating each woman as completely unique.
Women are unique, unique as anyone else you meet. If your problem is putting them on a pedestal, just remember that literally everyone has sex and women want sex as much as you do.

Besides, it will be much more fun to lose it naturally.
The tension of having a girl who wants to take it slow. Cuddling one night, rubbing her nipples the next, building up more and more. The chase is half the orgasm and can improve your state of mind, young anon.

The ultimate question is: Do you want to fuck someone who cares about you or someone who cares about your money?

If your problem is talking to women without being weird, just get OKC or Tinder. Message as many people as possible, even if you don't want to meet them. Its good practice.
Just start with "Hi Anonette, I'm anon. How was your day?"

Last thing. Virgins have this idea that pussy eating/face sitting will be the best thing ever. Its fun, but please please please remember that porn doesn't have smell-o-vision. When you lift up the covers and breath in the sweat and pussy juice, you might have second thoughts.

Reflect on all I have said, Anon. Reflect and wait. Don't rush into it.

>>18172578
I don't have any hobbies that require me going out, nor do I want any. I don't drink, smoke, gamble, and so on.

I can make friends with women but I'm very ugly, working on that, and don't know how to close the distance between friends and partner.

I turn 20 in 2 months.

>>18172614
>I don't have any hobbies that require me going out, nor do I want any.

Then don't bitch if you don't meet girls. Kind of a requisite to meeting people is doing stuff with people.

>don't know how to close the distance between friends and partner.

There's no trick. Some people drunkenly fuck at a Christmas party, some people turn a long time friendship into something more, some people are set up by friends, etc. etc.

Again, only way to learn is to try. Only way to get a chance to try is to hang out and meet new people.

>>18172600
I do want someone who cares about me, just that anyone I've been with has either betrayed me or been completely uninterested.

I don't have problems talking to women. I just get attached and invested way too fast. Last girlfriend left me, caused me to lose my job and nearly fail out of school. I have no issue with the emotional intimacy I want.

>>18172623
I wasn't bitching about it. Like most people on this site I'm autistic and don't like talking to new people, it ends up hurting me.

>hang out and meet new people
How do I start doing that, then? I'm already looking into social skills classes, but I'm probably not going to get much out of it.

>>18172631

Just do stuff. Anything, really. Even nerdy stuff like anime and games have plenty of girls nowadays.

>>18172638
So I learn how to not be a creepy asshole by talking to random girls on tinder, and talk to them in public?

My area is like UK/Japan lite, where talking to people you don't know is really weird and off-putting.

>>18172653
You don't have to talk to people in public if you're talking to them on tinder. If you want to meet tinder girls, then do so.

>>18172653
>and talk to them in public?

No, mate. Flirt in group settings, when going out. Don't ask randos on the street, please.

>>18172657
I'm fat and ugly, friend. It's something I'm working on. I want someone to pretend to care about me, cuddle me, and take the lead. Tinder would just lead to information age levels of embarrassment and humiliation, which is how all my other attempts have gone.

I also have standards for a relationship, which aren't unreasonable, but firm.

>>18172670
I have no friends.

>>18172677

Then maybe work on that before trying to date, don't you think?

>>18172682
I've never been good at friends. Only partners really improve my quality of life. No friend I've ever had, no matter how good, has ever fulfilled any of my needs.

>>18172682
Appreciate your kindness so far ITT.

I have some ex girlfriends on non-speaking terms with me because she's scared I'm going to physically hurt her, even when I did nothing of the sort.

My nigger boss said that I called her a nigger to the GM of my workplace and another darkie backed her up, and the black guy running the place fired me from a job I liked.

This kind of stuff makes me hide away from everyone.

Ay lmao of u fagoo