Insecure about sexuality

>>18166018

People whack it to all kinds of nasty shit, without it meaning they actually want to do it. Porn and sexual attraction are two entirely different things. Go without porn for a while and see if you still think of it, if it bothers you.

>>18166026
>People whack it to all kinds of nasty shit, without it meaning they actually want to do it. Porn and sexual attraction are two entirely different things.

Yeah this is what I think too. I've always been into weird taboo porn, if only for the novelty of it. I never thought "I'm fapping to scat porn, I want to play with shit!" it was just some freaky porn for me to fap to, but its hard to convince people you are straight and like gay porn.

>>18166018
>Experimenting isn't an option because of my beliefs

Explain.

>>18166018
Meh, sometimes I'm in the mood for different shit. I used to be obsessed with hentai, now I only look at it once in a while. Used to watch nothing but handjob videos, doesn't really do it for me now. I used to hate anal in porn, now I get rock hard whenever a chick gets it in the ass. I used to be grossed out by shemale porn (and I still do if the face is TOO manly or they can't pitch their voice up while getting fucked) but now I can even jack it to femboys. I'm not gay, men irl are gross looking, and even the feminine looking ones still look too masculine, which is when I happen to watch gay porn, it's onyl selected gifs/webms with no faces in it. I'm not completely straight, I have bi tendencies, and I really went through a period of existential dread trying to figure it out, but I realized that there is no 100% straight or gay, what turns you on turns you on. Some people will never consider having sex with the same gender and don't see any appeal in it. I can see myself being persuaded if the circumstances are perfect, and I'm okay with that knowledge. You don't have to prove anything.

>>18166200


Well I'm not religious or anything, hooking up is just risky and degenerate as fuck. I read a story once about a guy who caught herpes after only sucking dick out of curiosity one time. The amount of work necessary to do it safely isn't even worth the data.

>>18166220
>I'm not completely straight, I have bi tendencies, and I really went through a period of existential dread trying to figure it out, but I realized that there is no 100% straight or gay, what turns you on turns you on. Some people will never consider having sex with the same gender and don't see any appeal in it. I can see myself being persuaded if the circumstances are perfect, and I'm okay with that knowledge. You don't have to prove anything.

Yeah that's how I feel. Its like you're expected to be either 100% for or against gay sex, and I use to be that way before porn showed me that it can be pretty hot, but it wasn't enough to radically change my feelings on men, its still extreme behavior to me that I don't think I'd ever get involved in, but that leaves me in a weird place as far as what to sexually identify as. I don't want to be some closet case lying to people, but I don't want to imply I'm seriously into dudes either.

Sounds like porn addiction.

Any addiction is bad for you whether its food, gambling, alcohol or drugs. One thing you will realize is they all have the same traits - you require more and more of it to get the same satisfaction.

In porn addiction this manifests itself as branching into different and wierder things. It's actually really damaging because at some point the sight of a naked woman will not get you aroused like it is naturally supposed to.

As with any addiction the only way to kick it is to abstain and get support.

>>18166259
Just tell people you're straight and leave it at that. I only pursue women, so that's the only thing that really matters. The only time I would consider a guy is 1. I wouldn't be able to tell it was a guy until sex happens, or 2. The guy pursued me and was feminine enough for me to get over the man face. I don't really see those things happening with my current lifestyle so I have no reason to "identify" (as if that matters really) as anything other than straight.

>>18166340
>Just tell people you're straight and leave it at that.

Hard to do when I keep telling everyone I like traps lol. People take these labels so damn seriously, jeez.