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Confused about my girlfriend. 2017-03-26 07:04:04 Post No.
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I'm 25 and have been dating my 20 year old girlfriend for 2 years. She's currently an RA at her college and has her own room which I've been basically living in (have a lot of clothes here and video games sega systems etc. I am not working and I got my masters degree in cyber security a year and a half ago, but haven't gotten a job (or really tried to). I grew up with a single mom who currently lives in the same apartment I grew up in and I still have a room there. I hardly have been visiting home the past few months tho and she calls me telling me to get a job and find a place so she can move on too or to just move back in with her.I've been fantasizing lately about moving all my stuff back home and being away from my girlfriend and even maybe trying to actually get a cyber security based job like my mom wants me to and getting my own place.
My girlfriend and I get along great and play video games and skateboard together. Listen to a lot of music and both have good but different tastes in music/movies.As of recently I have been starting to think that my girlfriend and I don't match up well. She has a radio talk show on campus and the things she talks about and debates on there make me dislike her. She also has this gay best friend that I cannot stand. I recently found emails they have been sending to each other and she mentions having to filter herself on air because her parents might be listening. He mentions to her that I'm a problem too(if listening to the radio show) and that u should keep relationships away from ur art blah blah blah
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I also found that she has been emailing an old high school teacher of hers that is an older guy into good music and noise/punk music etc. She mentions in an email to her gay best friend that English teachers are so mysterious and she likes them but he is too ugly and too smart.... This made me feel a little bit sick since I have frequently dealt with stupid crushes of her in the passed and usually call her out when I find these emails etc.At this point I haven't called her out because I'm at the point that I don't even care anymore and am constantly thinking about breaking up with her everyday.
She also doesn't allow me to masturbate or look at porn/chaturbate because it's cheating. Yet she does this????? I have also stopped caring lately. Jerked off earlier today when she was gone. I haven't told her yet but it helps me cope with all the anxiety of her cheating and relationship with gay friend that I'm having. She's out right now with her mom who is visiting and I keep thinking about just leaving and taking the bus home.
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Also this is my first serious relationship. Before this I don't think I ever had a relationship last more than 3 months or so. I'm scared that I wont find any girl like her that will skate/play old video games wtih me etc.... But I guess that's what friends are for and I shouldn't focus on that in a girl? idkk
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I also have a lot of sex dreams (has been going on for awhile) and I don't think they ever involve my girlfriend.
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She sounds like she could do a lot better than a loser with no job.
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>>18162461
You are cringeworthy. Snooping around. Living off others. Lazy piece of shit that contributes nothing to society, yet judging others from your ivory tower. Allowing others to dictate when you can jerk off. Kys
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>>18162628
Ehhh I'm not exactly living off others. I make money online via online poker/bitcoin trading/ and some hackforums stuff. If I work online all day for 8 hours or so I'm guaranteed to make at least 300 that day.
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>>18162647
You are worthless to society, period.
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>>18162647
Oh wow, that changes everything! You're totally not a loser at all!
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>>18162655
>>18162661
And what exactly do you do?
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>>18162801
I have a real, stable job using my degree that involves real skills and going out into the real world. My job doesn't invoke a reaction from other people like yours does.
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