Numbness

*tips fedora*

Dont cross the line, maybe just for a bit, to find yourself, just watch/read what you are interested in, that makes you happy, maybe some spiritual stuff

The final step is to stop being bothered by wanting to stop being bothered.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TjCZRutOKY

Go to jail.

OP you should get out more. What I mean is activities like hiking, camping, and gardening. You'll have a fine appreciation for the world we live in and feel better. You'll also get exercise without feeling like you're forcing yourself to go to the gym.

I like video games, netflix, etc. just as much as most people. But after doing more outdoors stuff, I feel much better.

Also try to find at least one thing that will exercise your mind such as learning programming or reading books.

>>18161767
I do a lot of that already. I'm trying not to sound like one of these "HOW CAN I LIKE THE GUY FROM DRIVE" posters, I'm just looking for ways to really just relax about things.

I have passions; I write, I love history, I read a lot. I like Rugby and enjoy food.

I felt bad with being fine with with a slower, less ambitious or quieter life but I'm fine with it. Again, special circumstances mean things like sex and intimacy have never been something I enjoyed much.

The real question here is how can I go deeper into enjoying this way of living or am I probably just an autistic faggot who overthinks being an introvert?