i don't know who i am

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i don't know who i am 2017-03-26 04:38:27 Post No. 18160872
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i don't know who i am Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:38:27 Post No. 18160872 [Report]

i overthink reality and people and how my mind works and myself. i think about how i should feel/ do other people sense the world the same way and i overthink social structures. my perceptions of reality shifts during the day a lot. and i can't find a core sense of self to rely on. it feels like life just happens and I'm watching a movie most of the time unable to live my life just observing the events in it. its freaking me out and has been on going for about a year after i stopped smoking weed. i remember i may have had similar thoughts / experiences before i started using drugs but I'm not sure of anything anymore. my memories are like snapshots of other people and i don't feel like i was present in them and over all my memory is dogshit. i just want it to end and be grounded in reality and spend time with my family and be present again because i know they want the "old me" back as well.

Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:54:32 Post No.18160917
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:54:32 Post No.18160917 [Report]

>>18160872

your mind has expanded but your soul hasnt grown enough to fill it out

Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:57:17 Post No.18160927
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:57:17 Post No.18160927 [Report]

>>18160917
please explain

Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:58:43 Post No.18160931
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:58:43 Post No.18160931 [Report]

>>18160917
im 19 btw so any advice/ info is appreciated I'm learning to cope but its still freaking me out

Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:59:52 Post No.18160937
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 04:59:52 Post No.18160937 [Report]

>>18160917
i think it may be depersonalisation/ dissociation that was triggered by weed because i had a traumatic childhood

Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:03:05 Post No.18160945
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:03:05 Post No.18160945 [Report]

>>18160927
>>18160931

yeah you sound like every other 19 year old. your brain will continue to develop up to 25. that's 6 years. take it easy and talk about this shit with your friends. they need to hear it from you

Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:07:05 Post No.18160953
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:07:05 Post No.18160953 [Report]

>>18160945
no friends irl lol (and talking about stuff like this would just make me seem crazy?)

Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:09:37 Post No.18160956
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:09:37 Post No.18160956 [Report]

>>18160953
no, no it wouldnt. everyone has these struggles at your age. why dont you have friends? what do you do with your life?

Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:17:24 Post No.18160966
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Anonymous 2017-03-26 05:17:24 Post No.18160966 [Report]

>>18160956
I'm the op of this thread might clear it out more if your interested
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