>grew up in a small 2-3 day per week school ever since k
>had no friends as everyone else knew eachother through family/church/etc
>only white kid at my texas catholic church and all the mexican kid hated me
>joined a small friend group in 6th grade, by 7th everyone from my friend group had left the school and i foolishly made no effort to keep in touch with them
>am currently in a friend group a grade above mine (junior) viewed as 'social leftovers'
>started lifting, bigger than 95% of people i know, receive compliments fairly often
>17, socially anxious, never had a gf, basically socially retarded
Advice?
Create goals and work to achieve them
Forgot to mention, social awkwardness leads to a difficulty in displaying emotion around most people, leading people (family included) to think im just some kinda boring asshole
>>18160313
Have you considered the notion you're boring because you have no meaningful life experiences?
You're still a pup, go out and explore
its not even that im boring people im good friends with have basically told me that im a pleasure to have around i just dont know how to make new friends and i have no ego
>>18160347
Nigger you are 17. You are boring. How interesting could a child be, really.
Just go out and meet new people. You wouldn't even believe the places I've been and the people I've met and spoken to