I wanna be trap so advice on stuff I need and what I need to do.
Just stop it. You know perfectly well this isn't healthy.
>>18156962
This.
Plus you're an idiot.
>>18156958
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=trap+aesthetics
>>18156958
Check out /femgen/ or something on /lgbt/.
Don't. It won't bring you any happiness, it will only make everything worse for you.