I love this girl so much /adv/ She never wanted a relationship

You guys aren't dating. You can't hold it against her.
Is the guy still around?

>>18153549
Yes

She knows that I'm madly in love with her and it's been going on for 3 years. I know I can't do jack about it and I can't ignore this

It's driving me mad

>>18153560
Regardless you weren't dating.
Why have you been fucking for 3 years and havent considered a relationship?

I've been there. If it were me personally in that situation I would think about how she felt fucking that guy. How she completely forgot about me and my existence for some foreign dick. I would refuse to buy her anything else. I would leave her with Amsterdick
You can say you feel bad for doing something until you're blue in the face, what it all boils down to is the lack of self control when it all came down to that one moment.
That's only because I know I can find a replacement, easily. There are too many sad, lonely souls in a 5 mile radius to get hung up on one that'll disregard me and the past 3 years we spent on the drop of a dick.

>>18153576
I feel bad because I love her, not because I did something

I can't stop thinking, at all

>>18153585
I've forgiven too many times for fewer things to have it all explode spectacularly. I couldn't forgive someone for even a one night stand if we were involved for years because that elephant will be in the room forever. That guy will be around whether you like it or not, in your mind or hers. In these cases a fresh start is best for me.