I was diagnosed with deforming rheumatoid arthritis
how old are you?
I was diagnosed at 17 and then lost insurance for years. The pain is unbearable if you don't have insurance but manageable with therapy and pain management.
file for disability ASAP otherwise you're going to end up losing functioning, losing your job, and being stuck without any help.
it's painful but if you force yourself to stay moderately active, swimming, walking, etc. the pain becomes more manageable over time as you get used to it.
you'll be okay anon, it will be tough but you'll be okay
>>18151934
have you studied any pain management techniques to help you cope? either mentally or physically?
not op, but have family member wheelchair bound and pain compounds...
>>18151940
Killing myself before the illnes gets out of hand
>>18151913
drink your problems away. it's what i do.
I recently lost the use of my hands due to painful irritation of my ulnar and mddian nerve from overuse, i spent 2 years recovering and not being able use my hands.
Try DMSO, it's aloe vera that goes inside the skin to neal nerves and oxidise muscles. First figure out your insurance and get on disabilities and see how far that gets you.
i would look for information with a pencil in my mouth on the wiiu. I don't know much about artheritus but you have to try you options.
Since you sound hopeless i strongly suggest you find god, develope a relationship with god, either hearful medition or evangelical. Spiritual forces can help you, having a positive atitude can solve a lot of problems, understanding that there is a god who is love gives you hope, talk to a preist. I'm going to come off as a cult leader to every internet atheist here but i strongly suggest you look into it. Praying is creating a thought form with you and sending it to god to grant prayer.
You need hope, that things can get better, because you're own self fullfiling prophecy.
>>18151934
>america
kek
>>18152000
Thank you for contributing.
>>18151934
How old are you now? Can you walk/use your hands?
I have no idea what that is but good luck. Stay strong. Shitpost hard. Post pics of deformities.
>>18152168
My whole body is going to become like this, my grandma had it and was wheelchair-bound, at least hers started when she was ~40 years old