I have a strong urge to sabotage the things that make me happy. Is there a condition for this?
Cuckmemerism
>>18151556
Why would you wanna be sad?
>>18151556
Same here dude, I don't have a solution for you, but I think I might see a therapist for it soon, you should try to reach out to someone as well though
>>18151556
Munchausen by proxy, I guess?
>>18151556
self sabotage
feeling like you don't deserve things
just start feeling like you deserve things OP
>>18151890
It's not by proxy if you're doing it to yourself, dope.
>>18151893
This. Don't feel guilty or that there's a catch. I'd talk to someone about it at least to put it out there and verbalized your thoughts. It could lead to a downward spiral of feeling like life itself isn't worth it when clearly there are things that do make you happy