Well, after 3 months of not wanting a gf at all the feelings

Why contain it? s'cool

>>18151510
Because I'm just going to disappoint myself in the future when I can't find anyone who cares for me as much as I care for them because the only people who would have also suppressed this want.

Suppression is the best route to happiness, man

>>18151520
I disagree. Maybe its your path to happiness, but not for everyone. How old are you even?

>>18151523
20

>>18151526
You'll find someone who cares about you as much as you do at some point. There is no point to supressing your feelings. Its very human to fall in love and so on. But if you're serious about your whole abstinence thing I'd look into religion to try to curb your emotions. When I was your age I felt the same way many times, and I often considered joining a monastery as a monk just to get away from it all, away from life. I decided against it because its more fun to get drunk, fall in love and fuck, but maybe you're the kind of person to actually go through with it.

In any case, its the only way to avoid your problem. It will keep happening again and again.

>>18151509
I get angry when girls smile at me.

>>18151533
I mean at least I dont do that