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breaking an extrovert 2017-03-13 11:08:04 Post No. 18125446
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>tfw i used to be extroverted but now im introverted
>be me
>8th grade
>talked to anyone, sometimes bullied but friend got my back
>interested in computers so is friend
>friend and i have time of our lives
>then i find out im moving to another state to start freshmen year
>parents think its a great idea since all the kids would 'be as new as me'
>they were dead fucking wrong
>all freshmen were already dating someone or had defned social group
>first day
>sitting in homeroom staring at the floor, people ask me who i am they never saw me before
>fuckoffredneck.gif
>go down to an assembly since first day always chill
>ginger introduces me to her and her friends
>say hi but too autistic to keep convo going, look down again
>pretty sure i fucked up looking back on that moment
>never spoke to anyone, not because of fear of people (id talk to random people)
>everyday just went though the motions
>middle of the year, kid sits at my table (i was alone there)
>start talking, talks about how he got a girl with a bf to fuck him in a truck over the weekend
>then he mentions that his table thinks he's doing a good thing by sitting with me
>look at him and just stop talking
>i dont want to be a pity case to help a kid get his dick wet
>ignore him, he doesnt return
>summer comes, glad and leave school
>break down over the summer because i make myself alone all the time
>do computer shit rather than try and make friends
>cry because im without a gf, have virginity and never kissed
>built mistrust for almost every person
>ff to now, introverted and angry all the time
>never dating, kissed or had sex
>major trust issues with everyone i meet
>frustrated
anyone else been broken like this?
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>>18125446
bump
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>>18125446
Me 100%
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I was a huge extrovert turned introvert but my path there was a bit different.
I was the class clown. Popular. Made everyone laugh. From grade school all the way to freshmen year of high school.
And i used that outgoing personality to snag my first serious girlfriend freshmen year. then something strange happened.. the longer i stayed with her, the more and more introverted i became...
By the time senior year came along, i went from popular to the kids who dont fit in any norms whatsoever. Hard to explain
After graduation, that was it. I would NEVER see or talk to another person from my past again. I did some university but left. Then I literally disappeared. 10 years later and i still have yet to talk to anyone i used to know. I have no social media. I have no phone. No job. No contact with the outside world.
I have my beautiful girlfriend who i met 14 years ago freshmen year. Love her to death shes all i need in life really. She works, i take care of the home and cook dinner.
Lifes been good. But no doubt, i took a sharp turn personality wise. I think it was a combination of things.
Girlfriend in 2004
Discovered 4chan in 2005
I developed a sick sense of humor. I became radicalized which is something i used in the great meme war.
I fought all the great fights guys on the internet. What i life. truly, I wouldn't change a thing.
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