What The Fuck

>>18120589
No one can make you do anything, you did those things yourself and shit went south. Get over it. Shit happens to everyone. Don't blame us for your alcoholism.

>>18120594
I didn't blame anyone. I was just saying that I took all the advice from everyone from here to heart and it still didn't work out. And now I'm lost again.

>>18120589
Just kill her, bro

>>18120589
Did you lose weight and cut your hair for yourself or just because you believed it was what you were supposed to do? Graduating college sometimes can result in mild depression as it's a chapter of life closing. And trying in social situations because you're supposed to instead of wanting to is different.

You need to do things for yourself because you want to not because you're supposed to. You're not going to magically feel better just focusing on outward things either. Look inward. What's inside that you need to improve?

>>18120945
I guess you're right, but it's a mix of those two, I WANT to succeed socially, but now I'm stuck in this bullshit interim area where I'm now conventionally attractive so weirdos (who i relate to) automatically write me off and I'm still too weird for the Stacys and Chads to make any meaningful connection. I think I was doing these things because I wanted to stop being so isolated, and in doing so, I became more isolated lol

>>18120589
>Lost weight
>Cut Hair
>Got Fit
>Graduated College
>Tried in social situations instead of letting anxiety taking over

Doing this isn't a guarantee that things will get better for you. It's just taking steps in the right direction.

Hey, at least you tried. Many people can't say that.

>>18121524
I'm sure 70% of the reason you feel like shit is that you're lonely. Lonelyness usually gets at people really hard. You should try joining some club or team sport for a fast way to interact with people with a shared interest

>>18121530
Thanks for understanding. I know I'll never be completely okay and I'm okay with that. Last time I went through a crisis like this I came here, but I don't know what to do again? I already did everything that was supposed to make me better.

>>18121536
I play/book shows for my local music community. That was my "interact" thing. But all of them are just a group of shit talking hipsters that chain smoke American Spirits. IDK, I can't play any sports at more than a 5th grade level. What else should I try getting into?

>>18120672
This desu senpai wish I had killed mine when I had the chance. I still dream pf letting all the pain go as I strangle her and watch her eyes go dead.

Because you did nothing MGTOW or Red Pill told you, faggot. Get your shit together, and join the ranks.

>>18120589
You should seek professional counseling instead of asking 4chan for advice. I mean, you yourself admit that it didn't help before, so what makes you think 4chan can help you now?

>>18120589
Quit drinking. If you are a self diagnosed bitter alcoholic at 22, it is time to get that problem fixed. Also, you need some perspective. You are 22, that is young. If you made all these changes then why not make some more that you want.