FAGGOT OP CAN'T TRUST

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So, I have a Japanese girlfriend. She and I are very close, we spend a lot of time together, she was virgin until she and i got together (I was also her first kiss when she was 20 years old). We've been dating for 3 months, and I know she's a trustworthy person. If I ask her not to do something, she stops. We always work to take care of eachother, and pretty much have the best possible relationship that anyone could have. She legitimately seems not to have interest in anyone else, but I still remain having a hard time trusting her even though I know I should be. I can pretty much guarantee it's a problem with me and I want to fix it because sometimes I do things that are completely irrational and seem almost attention seeking like just to try to figure out if shes cheating or not. Please help. I want to love her the way she deserves.