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those skills are actually kinda impressive. so at least you know how to learn shit.

the most important skill i ever learned was meditation.

your mind affects everything - especially your happiness level. so why not learn how to train it?

>>18119985
That's pretty awesome and well ahead of most 20 year olds.

>>18119985
OP I'm at more achievements than you I'd like to think and it still feels like I'm not good enough.

I think it's probably a good feel, people like us tend to work harder when we feel that way.

>>18120171
i don't know man, sometimes i feel lost at sea, i keep swimming knowing full well that i will die without seeing the sands

>>18119985
What is your end goal in life?

>>18119985
Sounds like you have imposter syndrome.

I don't know about what you believe in, but the Christian spirit has given me more reason to live than any of the philosophical reasoning or meditation in the world. I mean, I feel more content than ever now that I've come to terms with who I am and my confidence in the christ.

Not that I'm saying you should or anything.

>>18120230
i just want to make the world better, i want to help people but i don't want to just do one thing (studying agronomy engineering) i want to make games and i want to perform but i also want to make the cities greener and greener, I'm sure time will not suffice which saddens me bc i love those Fields equally and I'll inevitable have to give one or two of them up, good thing i don't want a family