I moved to the state for like years already. I lived here and going to college. I love to stay and start a new life here but every thing has its own expiry date, time for me to leave as I finished my time here.
The problem is I felt so heart broken. I don't know, I'm sad and feeling like I'm gonna lose something real good and I'm gonna regret it. Why though? I never thought that leaving a place that wasn't my home country would be this sad. What do I do to overcome this feeling? I'm feeling like I'm in the middle of a break up.
Moving without any solid plans on creating a new life sucks. Some like the blank slate type thing, others don't like the burden of finding new friends and contacts while still trying to stay in touch or letting go with those you left behind.
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I meant it's my home country right, I thought going back is just something I should feel happy about let alone having doubts. Now I don't really know what to do to overcome them feel.