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03/09/17(Thu)23:17:45 No.18113777
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Its gotten to the point where I am seeing a counsellor in order to combat the urges. There truly is no meaning to life and the only real free choice you have is whether or not you kill yourself. Why must it be so debilitating to be a free thinker? I was at bar meetinf some friends i havent seen in months. I changed my wardrobe to reflect my mindset and all my friends did was ask if i was goth now. They werent laughing when I made out with the new girl. Leggy. Nursing student. I told her about the absurdity of life and how nothing and no one matters. She told me to prove it. Later that night on the side of the road i drove off as i threw her clothes out of the window. The mere concept of synthetic connection felt so fake and empty. Dejected and still languishing on the falseness of our reality i went home to make this thread.
Now i am deathly afraid of what i might do with these bars of Xanax. $uicideboy$ have been on repeat and Im starting to crave the Benzos fleeting embrace again, if only for a moment, until I fade into the ether.
Has philosophy made anyone else depressed?
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Psilocybin, do it.
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We are slaves to our genes. The only purpose in life is to reproduce.
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>>18116605
You sound more like an angsty teen than an adult dealing with real depression.
>free thinker
What hubris.
>Goth
Again, I'm shocked that you're old enough to enter a bar and order a drink.
>absurdity of life
>$uicideboy$
Please be bait or pasta. Please don't be real.
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>>18117356
Oh shit, it's literally pasta and I replied to it.
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>>18116605
how can u say there is no meaning to life if u only live in the city and spend ur time at a bar.
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>>18116605
>There truly is no meaning to life and the only real free choice you have is whether or not you kill yourself
Calm down there Camus, it's only life. Try not taking it so seriously.
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>>18117371
Kierkegaard told me so
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>>18116605
Yeah, there is no meaning to life.
No, you do not have free choices. Free will doesn't exist, or at least it is illogical to think it does.
Either choose to keep on living just to see what happens next, or suicide now.
I am pretty sure 95% of people like you would rather stay and see.
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